This is nothing different from you or your family, but I just need to share it anyway. I’m fighting for positivity now more than anything. It’s hard to be positive with the way things are now (Covid, shelter-in-place, no work). I am better off than some people because I’ve been fortunate to save enough money to last through a few months.
That hasn’t changed that I feel down some days like things will never get better. Uncharacteristically I exploded in anger and negativity last night upon hearing some pretty bad news. It just feels like I, along with everyone else, need a fucking break. Unfortunately that break doesn’t seem like it will be here anytime soon. I’m sick of fighting. Sick of fighting for positivity. Just tired of it.
I know I’ll be fine one way or another, but it doesn’t change this feeling.
That hasn’t changed that I feel down some days like things will never get better. Uncharacteristically I exploded in anger and negativity last night upon hearing some pretty bad news. It just feels like I, along with everyone else, need a fucking break. Unfortunately that break doesn’t seem like it will be here anytime soon. I’m sick of fighting. Sick of fighting for positivity. Just tired of it.
I know I’ll be fine one way or another, but it doesn’t change this feeling.