So, things remain status quo from the last time I updated this. I have a blog over at Live Journal that I update regularly, so I don't think to update here much.
The bf situation hasn't improved any, but it's not gotten any worse. I suppose that's something to be thankful for. There was some guy on here that had it in for me because I was "blaming" the bf for some things. After much time in therapy and doing some thinking, I've established where "blame" lay...if such a thing can be considered right now.
Once again, I've started looking at the gay inmates website. There are some interesting profiles there, but just how sincere are those guys? I've had a penpal in prison before. Things were going ok, but then he met someone that he wanted to devote his time and effort to. It wasn't a crushing blow, but it did suck. Now, I'm looking again. I know my current relationship is just holding on by a hair's breath. The bf wants to move to Delaware and I have no interest in moving there. So, I think we'll be going our seperate ways when that day comes. I have to ask myself though...am I out of my mind thinking about getting in touch with an inmate trying to start a friendship or whatever with them? It could be exciting and dangerous at the same time. I'm from the "wrong side of the tracks" due to my growing up in the projects of Baltimore. I changed my life around. Maybe another guy can do the same?
I don't know...something for me to ponder on.
The bf situation hasn't improved any, but it's not gotten any worse. I suppose that's something to be thankful for. There was some guy on here that had it in for me because I was "blaming" the bf for some things. After much time in therapy and doing some thinking, I've established where "blame" lay...if such a thing can be considered right now.
Once again, I've started looking at the gay inmates website. There are some interesting profiles there, but just how sincere are those guys? I've had a penpal in prison before. Things were going ok, but then he met someone that he wanted to devote his time and effort to. It wasn't a crushing blow, but it did suck. Now, I'm looking again. I know my current relationship is just holding on by a hair's breath. The bf wants to move to Delaware and I have no interest in moving there. So, I think we'll be going our seperate ways when that day comes. I have to ask myself though...am I out of my mind thinking about getting in touch with an inmate trying to start a friendship or whatever with them? It could be exciting and dangerous at the same time. I'm from the "wrong side of the tracks" due to my growing up in the projects of Baltimore. I changed my life around. Maybe another guy can do the same?
I don't know...something for me to ponder on.