First time writing a blog... I dont really know what to write.. just feel like it might be a good place to get my head sorted out.
a little something about me...I'm a virgin. I was lead here by a member I met on another forum. and weirdly enough, he never did contacted me again
Well, I have never really cared much about hung men before.. I mean, I dont really give much thought about it although when I watched porn before, I am always more interested and always in awe when I saw that the man have a big cock. so, when I came here, i was really amazed that so many men are so well-endowed and that they're so open in showing off in front of cams, like in the chat room. I have never been very confident of my body before, so I'm always so nervous and shy when I do show myself on the chat room. but sometimes it gets me excited. and sometimes it annoys me. 
i have met a few sweet and nice people here. both men and women. straight and non-straight ones. sometimes I get annoying messages. and maybe sometimes i give annoying messages.
I have wanted to quit this site several times now.. took several photos off the gallery in fact. i keep thinking of taking them all off the gallery and albums. and maybe just leave this site. i feel like i make some people uncomfortable and I hate that, coz it makes me uncomfortable. but then, i remember about the other friends i make here and I dont feel like leaving. i hate this.
sometimes I like the men here too much, hoping for more. but then, I know this is just a site. I am a thousand miles away and I might not be able to meet any of you. and that is so annoying
frustrated and confused. thats me
a little something about me...I'm a virgin. I was lead here by a member I met on another forum. and weirdly enough, he never did contacted me again
i have met a few sweet and nice people here. both men and women. straight and non-straight ones. sometimes I get annoying messages. and maybe sometimes i give annoying messages.
I have wanted to quit this site several times now.. took several photos off the gallery in fact. i keep thinking of taking them all off the gallery and albums. and maybe just leave this site. i feel like i make some people uncomfortable and I hate that, coz it makes me uncomfortable. but then, i remember about the other friends i make here and I dont feel like leaving. i hate this.
sometimes I like the men here too much, hoping for more. but then, I know this is just a site. I am a thousand miles away and I might not be able to meet any of you. and that is so annoying
frustrated and confused. thats me