Hello anybody, its me... for those who know who i am, i am back home and like i told u, i began my 3 month long fuck fest... last saturday i finally had sex since january.. it was awesome for me, but the girl i was with had a lot of pain... she hadnt had sex for 4 months also, so she was tight again....
anyway we are kinda like a couple and i discovered something about myself....
I've spent all my life lookin for perfection, and when I achieve it... i cant accept it!
For example.. i just went through a very long conversation with this girl about how i feel that i cant please her, on stuff like i feel i dont give her great kisses or sex or love etc etc... and she keeps insisting that its not true! that i keep sayin shit that its not true
i feel i dont have a body good enough for her or a cock big enough or good enough at sex, etc etc... WHY DO I FEEL THAT WAY? she insists that my body is very hot, that i already hit the bottom of her vagina and that the sex is incredible... BUT I FEEL THAT EITHER IS NOT TRUE or i can be better, i look for excuses not to believe...
I feel so fuckin confused and i hate it!! DAMN IM ON VACATION AND I STILL FIND SOMETHING TO KEEP ME UP AT NIGHT!!
Well... just letting off some steam... cya and sorry for the random thoughts
anyway we are kinda like a couple and i discovered something about myself....
I've spent all my life lookin for perfection, and when I achieve it... i cant accept it!
For example.. i just went through a very long conversation with this girl about how i feel that i cant please her, on stuff like i feel i dont give her great kisses or sex or love etc etc... and she keeps insisting that its not true! that i keep sayin shit that its not true
i feel i dont have a body good enough for her or a cock big enough or good enough at sex, etc etc... WHY DO I FEEL THAT WAY? she insists that my body is very hot, that i already hit the bottom of her vagina and that the sex is incredible... BUT I FEEL THAT EITHER IS NOT TRUE or i can be better, i look for excuses not to believe...
I feel so fuckin confused and i hate it!! DAMN IM ON VACATION AND I STILL FIND SOMETHING TO KEEP ME UP AT NIGHT!!
Well... just letting off some steam... cya and sorry for the random thoughts