This weekend I headed back to my old Uni city and met up with my friends, what a time we had.
Things that made it great :biggrin1:
1. Getting excessively wasted with some of my best friends
2. Being back where I actually feel at home
3. Spending time with some of the most insteresting and intelligent people I know
4. Getting to take a great drive up there
Things that made it not so great :frown1:
1. Excessive amounts of rain
2. One of my best friends finding out one of his friends had died
3. Having to see my ex (who I might still love) playing happy home with her new beau and having to smile and laugh throughout
4. Coming home - always brings me down after visiting
The great times by far outweighed the bad, but at the same time my visit has left me confused and restless. I want to move back there, it's as simple as that. I love that city. However, in the back of my mind I keep wondering is I might be yearning to back there for all the wrong reasons. I miss my friends, I love the life of the city ... but is it all just for woman when it all boils down to it? Hmm ... food for thought. The whole time I spent "catching up" with her, it just felt right and i could have sworn she was flirting with me ... but then, that is her way. But not since we broke up. Does this mean she is just comfortable with me again? But then again, she was never like she was this weekend until we started dating ... Jesus, if I keep on thinking about it I will go crazy. I can't tell her how I feel, she says she happy with her new man, they've just celebrated their 1 year anniversary ... which he royally screwed up by going out drinking with someone else and then forgetting that there was a dinner to go to ... Ahem, I digress. This is me back to my typical ranting, batshit-crazy self again
Things that made it great :biggrin1:
1. Getting excessively wasted with some of my best friends
2. Being back where I actually feel at home
3. Spending time with some of the most insteresting and intelligent people I know
4. Getting to take a great drive up there
Things that made it not so great :frown1:
1. Excessive amounts of rain
2. One of my best friends finding out one of his friends had died
3. Having to see my ex (who I might still love) playing happy home with her new beau and having to smile and laugh throughout
4. Coming home - always brings me down after visiting
The great times by far outweighed the bad, but at the same time my visit has left me confused and restless. I want to move back there, it's as simple as that. I love that city. However, in the back of my mind I keep wondering is I might be yearning to back there for all the wrong reasons. I miss my friends, I love the life of the city ... but is it all just for woman when it all boils down to it? Hmm ... food for thought. The whole time I spent "catching up" with her, it just felt right and i could have sworn she was flirting with me ... but then, that is her way. But not since we broke up. Does this mean she is just comfortable with me again? But then again, she was never like she was this weekend until we started dating ... Jesus, if I keep on thinking about it I will go crazy. I can't tell her how I feel, she says she happy with her new man, they've just celebrated their 1 year anniversary ... which he royally screwed up by going out drinking with someone else and then forgetting that there was a dinner to go to ... Ahem, I digress. This is me back to my typical ranting, batshit-crazy self again
