Future

New apartment, finally.

If someone of you remember, one of the reasons for the breakup with my boyfriend was the impossibility of finally going to live together after so many years. Now, after a period at home with my parents with whom I was no longer used to being, I found a new apartment that I will share with two other friends of mine, and in these days I have finally started to bring my things. Small apartment, but more independence and in the company of dear friends with whom I am very pleased to be.

Could it be a new beginning? What could mean that the worst moments are behind us? I really hope so.

Who knows, a good sign in this sense is also the fact that, in the last few days, I have been texting more and more with a friend from university, who happened to have broke up with his girlfriend during the lockdown, so he didn't have a great time too. I don't deny that it makes me very weird to think, after all these years of relationship, that I can have another boyfriend, but I can't deny that I'm having more than one thought about him (and I think he does too with me) and maybe it's something I really need. Also, thinking of being able to go with a person I know and trust, rather than going out to pick up random guys blindly (which I don't even remember how to do and in this period would also be unreliable) makes me feel more comfortable.

To be short: I hope well for the near future that awaits me. Fingers crossed!

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