~ THE BEGINNING ~
I'm doing it! I'm finally fucking doing it. I'm so sick of feeling like I have to cover up my torso in vids, photos and cam. I'm going to throw my all into:-
- Losing the flab
- Eating healthier
- and building muscle
Plans are already set in motion to getting me fit and enjoying the process. Now... if you've seen my gallery I know what you might be thinking, "Petnax... what the fuck are you on about? You call that fat!? You're not fat." and as much as I would appreciate those words, let me explain.
I know I'm not obese or even what some would consider to be typically "fat" BUT I am skinny fat. Weirdly I'm the lightest I've been in many maaaany years sitting at 148.4 lbs (10 st 8 lb) at the time of writing this but it's not healthy, I'm not healthy but I WILL be.
Last year I got really into my fitness. I was thoroughly enjoying it too. The following photo was me at my best. It's not Greek God type body but for me I was loving watching my body change. (Ignore the fact I have no hair on my tummy... let's just say I got over confident and thought I could pull off the shaven look. Ended up looking like a dickhead but I digress)
I was starting to beef up a bit whilst getting some definition...
DISASTER STRUCK
Food poisoning. Yup, I fucking poisoned myself with either the chicken breast or the salmon I was eating everyday. Man I was bed ridden too, not just for a couple of days ooooooh no... I don't do things by halves.... we're talking an entire week of night sweats, Migraines, shivering, vomiting, shitting, you get the idea.
It wasn't my will power that stopped me carrying on, I can't explain it. My appetite was just... gone, my energy levels crashed and my flow was completely ruined. So it ended.
BUT!
Here I am again and I'm feeling it. Oh boy am I ready! My next couple of posts are going to be outlining my nutrition (which I've already worked out and having delivered tonight), my measurements and exercise routine. I thought where better to record my journey than LPSG. Even If I'm just chatting into the void it doesn't matter
I only have a vid of my belly as it stands right now. This is my starting point.