Greetings to LPSG land

When I first stumbled across the forum, I really wasn't sure what to make of it. I read posts. I looked at pictures. I looks at more pictures. I looked at even more pictures and would up jerking off all over myself, imagining some of the monsters on this site inside me.

I've never considered myself "big" or "large" or "well hung". I will concede "above average", but that's the extent of it. Many of my female lovers have complimented me on my size, even as far back as 6th grade. My ex-wife would complain about her spleen being bruised. My current g/f (who has enjoyed more than her fair share of men) uses the word "fucking huge".

Most of my lovers (male and female) have stated I have the largest they've ever had, or a close runner-up. All but one of my male lovers have been smaller. Some by quite a bit, some by not much. Of the gratuitous number of women I've been with, only one complained that I was "too small". I still got her off by fisting her up to my elbow.. I thought I was back on the farm, birthing a calf...

While I'm self-conscious about my size, or rather, self-perceived size, as well as the fact I have a rather blob-shaped body, I have a driving narcissistic drive to continue to photograph or have myself photographed, while naked. I tremendously enjoy nudity and being nude in general.

I touched on one of the probable processes behind my self-image in one of the forum posts. I feel that another reason for my inability to see my size for what it apparently is may be because it's about 6' from my eyes to the floor, skewing my perceptions. If I arch my back so my cock is closer to my face, it "grows" exponentially. I also feel that the fact my favorite porn outside of BDSM and fetish material consists of absurdly well-hung men fucking tiny women.

Even as "blah" looking as I feel about myself, I've been able to share in some of the "tiny woman" population.. or even simply women with tiny genitals. There is something about seeing a woman's labia straining to stretch around one's cock to really put a spring in one's step. :)

In my early 20's when I was in shape and limber, I could and did auto-fellate. All the time I could get about half of it in my mouth, but that was enough. Being in the military before DADT, it was tough being even remotely bisexual, out of fear of being caught with gay/bi porn (FF and MFF porn was fine, of course), or having the most incredible gay sex with my larger lover (who was also in the service). He was beautiful all over, and adored both me and my cock, never humiliating me or bragging about his.. just two guys having a lot of fun.


I do find myself hoping that there is an LPSG member near me.. someone who is 50/50, 60/40 or so, with a beautiful large cut cock with big, heavy balls he could drain inside me. Of course, I'd expect him to take my beautiful large cut cock with big, heavy balls I could drain inside him... ;-) But until such a time might ever present itself, I am going to enjoy interacting with you all in the forums and perving your pictures.

I will accept a friends request from anyone with pictures posted.

My very best,

-J

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J...GREAT BLOG...u seem a very transparent fella...if i was near u...we wood become good friends w/benifits...good lookin gallery....welcome to LPSG...
 
Thanks.. and likewise.

Nothing better than some really hot MM action after a day on the lake. ;-)
 

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