Has my sexuality changed?

I'm in my later 50's now and sense something has changed sexually for me. My desire to BE penetrated and fucked has grown stronger than my desire to fuck!

I recently watched a video on Pornhub of an amateur couple. The woman had an amazing body... perfect everything that visually excites me... fit, curves, round, firm tits, long tan legs, a thonged ass to die for, and the most gorgeous trimmed pussy!

Her body in the thumbnail drew me to click and watch the video. It began with her just showing it off... rubbing her breasts, wiggling her hips, twerking her ass... really nice! Got me visually intoxicated!

BUT THEN... her partner, doing the camera work, pointed the camera down to a huge bulge in his sweat pants that she started to rub. She eventually pulled them down to reveal a big, thick cock that sprang out into her face. She gabbed it lovingly, stroking it to full hardness, engulfing the head with her mouth!

My arrousal took off! But it was not the thought of her sucking MY cock... it was me imagining myself sucking HIS cock! My dick grew rock hard at the sight and thought of pleasuring that phallus!

Then, she got on her back and positioned herself for him to enter. But even with the video shot from the point of view of the fucker, I was imagining being the one on my back! And when he slid his cock into her, my prostate began to ache! I needed to be fucked!

I paused the video to break out my dildo and some lube. I started the video back up and gasped along with her as I filled my ass with my big toy. I moaned as it filled me up repeatedly with each thrust. My dick began to drip from my prostate oozing. I just wanted to be fucked deep and hard!!!!!

I find my arrousal and desire for being fucked far exceeds my desire TO fuck! I'd rather suck cock, than have my own dick sucked!

Has my sexuality changed with age???

I want to be the woman in these gifs over the guy.... what gives????

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No my friend, your sexuality is not changing......but as you see and experience new forms of sex with both men and women.....and you realize that new sexual pleasures can be found......your urges, desires and sexual hunger can absolutely change.....you like what you like......such as sucking cock and being anally penetrated.....and now that is all you want......women may still excite you....but the thought of sucking a hard, throbbing cock excites you more....simple as that....

I am very similar....and have followed a similar path......there is nothing better...nothing feels better to me, than being anally penetrated.......cumming hands free from being fucked in the ass is overwhelmingly good......so intimate....so strong.....so powerful....

Alos like me....I think you just enjoy giving pleasure more than "receiving" pleasure.....I'd rather go down on my woman.....kiss, lick and eat her pussy...giving her a wonderful orgasm.....than her sucking my cock....I still enjoy having my cock sucked....but would rather give her pleasure and eat that pussy......hope that makes sense....
 
A Not at all, man. I've recently purchased a fat dildo that I like to suck on and play with while watching muscle worship or blowjob videos. I leak so much precum without touching myself when I do this and my imagination is just running wild. I love women, pussy and tits, but for the passed year or so, I've been O B S E S S E D with blow jobs, cock worship and cum shots. I haven't tried putting it in my ass but man oh man... I love pretending I'm on my knees sucking a fat cock.
Also - what movie are those screenshots from? I can tell it's Bruce Venture, but not sure of the movie.
Thanks and CHEERS!
 
@b3ar I have no idea what movie it is from. I just found the GIFs doing a Google image search. Try the dildo in your butt! Once you find the joy of your prostate, you will be hooked!
 
I have had similar thoughts when bottoming....more from the mental and emotional perspective........laying on your back and spreading your legs....or being on your knees and sticking you ass in the air...."giving yourself" to a man, so he can enter your body with his hard cock.....for his pleasure and yours......wanting it....wanting to give yourself to him in a sexual way......I would imagine a woman may have similar thoughts, emotions and feelings......

I would think physically it would be different.....in that the woman's pleasure associated with having a vagina and being fucked has to be different than a man's pleasure associated with being fucked in the ass.....both obviously pleasurable....but still different......just my thoughts....
 

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