Sometimes, I've just got to stop and wonder about the situations that I've gotten myself into in the last couple of years. They haven't been all bad, but they certainly haven't been all good. As I contemplate how to extract myself from my relationship, I'm forced to remember how I got here in the first place.
I'm the only one to blame for my situation. I knew better when I started this stuff. For a while, I wanted to blame everyone else except myself for this. But, in reality, the only person to blame is myself.
I know what I want to do. I just have to get into action and doing it. I hate relying on someone else to help me sort out my problems, but here I am.
Oh well. Live and learn.
It's interesting that I would post on this blog here and on my LJ blog. I only know one or two people on this site. I feel out of place on this site. I know I'm above average size, but some of the guys are here are nothing short of monsters. I guess we all can't be 10"+
I suppose the way to getting happier is to accept who and what I am and go forward with it. I just wish I could find a bf that works better with my life. The relationship I'm in right now is abusive. As Corey put it, I deserve better than this.
I'm going to bed. Gotta work in the morning.
I'm the only one to blame for my situation. I knew better when I started this stuff. For a while, I wanted to blame everyone else except myself for this. But, in reality, the only person to blame is myself.
I know what I want to do. I just have to get into action and doing it. I hate relying on someone else to help me sort out my problems, but here I am.
Oh well. Live and learn.
It's interesting that I would post on this blog here and on my LJ blog. I only know one or two people on this site. I feel out of place on this site. I know I'm above average size, but some of the guys are here are nothing short of monsters. I guess we all can't be 10"+
I suppose the way to getting happier is to accept who and what I am and go forward with it. I just wish I could find a bf that works better with my life. The relationship I'm in right now is abusive. As Corey put it, I deserve better than this.
I'm going to bed. Gotta work in the morning.
