Tobias is leaving to go back to Denmark on Thursday morning, bright and early. So bright and early in fact, that I probably won't see him. :tongue: I'll see him wednesday night, though. But that's tomorrow. That's a little over 24 hours away. So in a little over a day, I will be saying goodbye to the love of my life for God knows how long. We're thinking 6-12 months. That feels like an eternity. How do I live without him? How do I get through everyday without having him there to hold me? We have Skype and webcams and whatever, but it's never the same. I'm freaking out. I'm not sure how it's going to be when he's gone. How hard is it going to be to get back to normal? What am I going to do with myself? I've been having really bad anxiety over this for the past week or so. I just hope we don't drift apart while he's gone. He made a good point, though... he said to me, "Well, we drifted together when we were apart, so I don't think we'll drift apart when we're not together." Very true.
I love this man more than I ever thought possible. I've never felt more comfortable with someone. I've also never felt more comfortable about having a future with someone. I'd totally marry him today if he asked me. Not that I think that's necessarily a good idea, but I'd do it anyway. :tongue: I'm going to miss him. :frown1:
I love this man more than I ever thought possible. I've never felt more comfortable with someone. I've also never felt more comfortable about having a future with someone. I'd totally marry him today if he asked me. Not that I think that's necessarily a good idea, but I'd do it anyway. :tongue: I'm going to miss him. :frown1: