He's leaving me soon!

Tobias is leaving to go back to Denmark on Thursday morning, bright and early. So bright and early in fact, that I probably won't see him. :tongue: I'll see him wednesday night, though. But that's tomorrow. That's a little over 24 hours away. So in a little over a day, I will be saying goodbye to the love of my life for God knows how long. We're thinking 6-12 months. That feels like an eternity. How do I live without him? How do I get through everyday without having him there to hold me? We have Skype and webcams and whatever, but it's never the same. I'm freaking out. I'm not sure how it's going to be when he's gone. How hard is it going to be to get back to normal? What am I going to do with myself? I've been having really bad anxiety over this for the past week or so. I just hope we don't drift apart while he's gone. He made a good point, though... he said to me, "Well, we drifted together when we were apart, so I don't think we'll drift apart when we're not together." Very true.

I love this man more than I ever thought possible. I've never felt more comfortable with someone. I've also never felt more comfortable about having a future with someone. I'd totally marry him today if he asked me. Not that I think that's necessarily a good idea, but I'd do it anyway. :tongue: I'm going to miss him. :frown1:

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Oh! This is most disheartening. Your happiness from finding your soulmate shouldn't be robbed by distances. Here's to your future and that he doesn't stay away too long.
 
I've done a foreign exchange for a whole year before. I might not have been in love with someone like you are, but trust me when I say you'll be fine. He'll be back before you know it. It'll seem like a REALLY long time while he's gone, but once he comes back it'll be like he never left.
 
What's that saying, it's better to love and lost than never to have loved before. It will probably only make your love stronger for each other.
 
I'm sorry your honey is leaving already. :frown1: I'm not sure how ManlyBanisters and MercurialBliss survive the long times apart from their respective honeys, but you may want to drop them a line and ask.
 

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