I'm horrible with memory lately... I definitely have too much on my plate at the moment and can't sort it all out. Although, I'm a strong believe in the fact that everything will sort itself out with time. So that's what I'm depending on.
Time.
On to bigger and better things...
I have hit that stage in a "relationship"--- it's in quotes because there is no title. Nothing is official and it's been months. 3 to be exact.
As I was saying... the stage where you in a sense "shit or get off the pot". I made the choice to not bring up the relationship talk because I don't care. I have to admit that I'm a little weird about titles because in all of my relationships, they've made things worse... so I haven't had the desire to change it. The man friend on the other hand... brought it up the other night as I had JUST fallen asleep and I'm quite sure that I shut it down on accident. Accident meaning what kind of dope brings that up before bed when I fell asleep! (he's interesting to say the least)
Now, I realize that it's coming.... and I don't know how I feel about it. I like him. I do. He's great. BUT....
The stuff that he pulls sometimes... pisses me off... I must say that I don't react like a typical girl in these situations because I pick my battles very wisely... but it's still annoying.
Here comes the difficult part:
I'm going through very VERY tough and personal things right now and he's been a huge support system and very caring and understanding about everything, I just don't know where things are going and even if I want them to go anywhere. Part of me wants to throw in the towel and go back to "Roster Dating" and the other thinks I need to just jump on board and see where things sail off to...
Here's where it gets good... lol Maybe I'm having all of these thoughts because we haven't had sex in a week. I feel like we started this... whatever "this" is... having sex all the time and now I can go over there at 9:00 at night to "hang out" and that's just what we do... hang out... watch a movie... fall asleep... get up for work the next day and start everything over again....
Am I missing something?
Time.
On to bigger and better things...
I have hit that stage in a "relationship"--- it's in quotes because there is no title. Nothing is official and it's been months. 3 to be exact.
As I was saying... the stage where you in a sense "shit or get off the pot". I made the choice to not bring up the relationship talk because I don't care. I have to admit that I'm a little weird about titles because in all of my relationships, they've made things worse... so I haven't had the desire to change it. The man friend on the other hand... brought it up the other night as I had JUST fallen asleep and I'm quite sure that I shut it down on accident. Accident meaning what kind of dope brings that up before bed when I fell asleep! (he's interesting to say the least)
Now, I realize that it's coming.... and I don't know how I feel about it. I like him. I do. He's great. BUT....
The stuff that he pulls sometimes... pisses me off... I must say that I don't react like a typical girl in these situations because I pick my battles very wisely... but it's still annoying.
Here comes the difficult part:
I'm going through very VERY tough and personal things right now and he's been a huge support system and very caring and understanding about everything, I just don't know where things are going and even if I want them to go anywhere. Part of me wants to throw in the towel and go back to "Roster Dating" and the other thinks I need to just jump on board and see where things sail off to...
Here's where it gets good... lol Maybe I'm having all of these thoughts because we haven't had sex in a week. I feel like we started this... whatever "this" is... having sex all the time and now I can go over there at 9:00 at night to "hang out" and that's just what we do... hang out... watch a movie... fall asleep... get up for work the next day and start everything over again....
Am I missing something?