You ever have those days that whatever you dreamt of just fucked you day up? I'm having 1 of them days. Remembering the times with that 1 just makes me doubtful of anything that someone else has said. Idk. Is anyone sincere in what they say at all? Like Christmas day. He said he had a good day and maybe it was because he talked to me. Then in came his cock. Now do you see why I doubt peoples sincerity? I think I'm just a play thing.