How did I get here- Episode 3.

There was no real relationship. All I had acheived was to lose my virginity. Not that this was a small acheivement. The desire to bond with my partner was so strong that it hurt when the feeling was not reciprocated.
So, I moved on.

I had parted with my first real girlfriend some time earlier. She had not wanted to move our relationship to a more physical level as we were both under the legal age for sex at that time.

This was no longer the case, so when she called me to say that her parents were away, I was filled with a mixture of curiosity and excitement.

Her parents and sister were out for the evening, so after a few minutes renewing our aquaintance in the lounge, we fell to heavy petting. I loosened her belt and reached into her panties, that area that had until recently been forbidden.

Urgently, she indicated that we should head upstairs to her bedroom. As we landed on the bed, I caught sight of her porcelain skin, revealed in the orange incandescent light of her boudoir, her buttocks and thighs clean and wholesome. I immediately became very hard, and as we clumsily attemped to couple, my penis pushed into her body a good half inch to the right of the intended target. My penis remained rock hard and straight, while her soft flesh yielded in slow motion. She winced and rapidly guided the offending shaft to its intended target.

We coupled, bonded after so long. I felt that she was my soul mate; though we must have both known that our lives were set on different paths.

Thirty five years later, I stumbled across her Facebook profile, and wondered about what could have been...

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can there be possible re-kindling of smouldering ashes from a fire that never quite burned out? Would it be possible to strike up the relationship and continue to maintain current relationships as status quo? Options are limitless..... where dost thou heart lead??
 
Good 'ol Facebook. Wouldn't hurt to make some form of contact even if it is just to say hello and inquire of her wellbeing. At least it's a start. :)
 
mmmm indeed it never hurts to say hi and see where things are...I am sure she has never forgotten and wonders as well.
 
Well ... I bet you are wondering what happened next.
It's like this...
Do you really think that I am going to sacrifice my marriage, which though not perfect, is what it is, full of fire, brimstone, loyalty, children and occaisionally, really great sex?
And why didn't I have the courage to commit to 'episode 3', at the time? Was I afraid that she would meet someone else, or that I did not deserve her? Was I just not adult enough? Am I still not adult enough?

I guess we will never know the answers to these questions.
 

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