I consider myself straight, but....

Coming from a 27 year old, I would consider myself "straight". I'm very comfortable and open with my sexuality and all my relationships have been with women. I have 2 beautiful children as well.

Although I'm in a really good relationship with a beautiful female, I can't help it but to sometimes wonder how it would feel to have a man's penis in my mouth. I've never had a bi-sexual/gay experience with anyone, but for some reason as of lately, I've just been a big curious to see how it would feel.

It's not the physical appearance of a man or his body that "turns me on" but more of just the thought of a nice sized penis in my hand or mouth.

I guess maybe a part of me wants to find out if I'm able to satisfy another man, who knows. I'm unsure myself if that's even possible. I haven't watched any gay porn because it doesn't really appeal to me much. "trans" porn however has been a huge turn on so that's what kind of makes me stuck at a lost to what I want.

I've tried pushing myself to look for sites just to "try out", but I'm not having any luck, especially with an Asian as I am one myself.

Can anyone give their opinion of what is going through my mind or if you've ever had the same thoughts, please share. :confused:

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I was on vacation recently in South Florida and was sitting on my own in one of the gay bars. A guy came in and struck up a conversation with me. He said he was 42 years old, was married and had never been into a gay bar before in his life. He had visited his sister the day before and she had annunced she was gay and had moved in to live with a woman partner. He said that on his journey home he had wondered about his own sexuality. Although he enjoyed sex with women and described a number of threesomes and even foursomes he had engaged in he had always been fascinated by other guys dicks. He had never held another one and had never let any other guy touch his but he'd had a few drinks and so decided to see what happened in a gay bar. I told him the sort of things that I had been involved in and he pointed to the front of his shorts that were clearly supporting an erection. He asked if he could feel my dick which he did and then asked if I wanted to go back to my hotel room and see what would happen. Instead we went out to the back of the bar where guys engaged in sex openly. I sat him down on one of the seats and unzipped his shorts and after squeezing his really hard cok through his underwear, undid his belt and dropped his shorts below his knees. I then sucked his cock for a while through his underwear 'til he was beggng me to get it out. His underwear followedhis shorts to the floor and I got to work on his cock. He wasn't particularly big - about 4.5 inches but I like that size for BJ's. I sucked the head then the shaft then all of it using my throat to squeeze the whole length. other guys had gathered round and were masturbating as they watched what I was doing. He reached out and touched one of the other cocks and moaned with pleasure as I increased the speed of my mouth moving up and down his shaft. Very soon he was gasping that he was coming and shot his cum into my greedy mouth after the first spurt he pushed my head back indicating that it was too sensitive for me to be still suckng the gorged head. When he stopped cumming. He said it was the best BJ he had ever had and let me gently squeeze every last drop from his still hard dick. After that he finished his drink and left the bar. however the bartender told me the guy went back the following night. He told the bartender that on his way home he had met a couple of girls and went back to their hotel room where they sniffed a white powder (!) and had a threesome. He said he was looking for me to repeat the cock sucking but as I only went to the bar late in the evenings and he had to move on, he went out the back and aparantly had a try a giving head himself.

This story really is true and it happened durng the middle of April this year. I am an older guy but was the toast of the bar for helping another guy find his true self.

I'm probably too far away (in the UK) to provide you with the same service but it's probably wise for you to think through the potential outcomes of trying cock.

As a gay man I can tell you that cock is great and brings with it all kinds of pleasurable temptations. Are you ready for that?
 
It's normal to have curious thoughts just like the ones you have, even if you are straight. Most straight guys won't expel information such as that, but I have REALLY straight buddies that have considered "jumping the fence" to try it out (none have gone through with it out of fear unfortunately:() But yeah, it's nothing to get too choked up about. However, whether you want to act on that curiosity remains up to you.

About the trannies, not really into them and don't know of any asian ones, but I'm sure you'll find some on gay thai sites. Try searching under "ladyboy" or something like that. Hope this helps:)
 
I've been totally amazed since I began exploring on the internet two years ago. Regardless of what some may say, there are VERY few men and women who are totally straight. Don't think your situation peculiar, your best friend and next door neighbor are probably in the same boat with you. Sexuality is a complex thing. Many guys have said exactly what you did. You might not get turned on by looking at a man, but wanting to nurse, kiss and suck the equipment that brings you so much pleasure is not uncommon. A nice shapely penis is beautiful. Any man or woman knows it demands respect and men and women both love them. Lots of men out there in straight relationshhips have your desires.. many.
 
I am exactly the same way. I am 100% straight, not attrated to other men at all, actually turns me off.
But i have a very big cock, and i love to stroke and watch and feel my cock, turns me on so much.
I have found myself extremely turned on by other big cocks, atleast my size or bigger. I love to search big cocks online, watch big cocks in tight little pussies, big cocks being stroked, trans big cocks, and other big cocks. am a very passionate oral guy, would love to stroke and suck another big cock, like never before. have cum all over my face. not sure if i could do this with another guy, maybe if he was straight but cock curious like me, but a trans i would go for if she was feminin enough. or glory hole. or maybe a man woman couple, i would go for that because there is a woman involved. or maybe two three or more guys with big cocks. i dont know. not attracted to gay men either. I think the reason im turned on by other big cocks is because i have a big cock, and love stroking it and pulling it out suprising all the unsuspecting women. being that cause i have a big cock and cause im so passionate, uninhibited, openminded. I think sex is completely different than love and relationship. being bi or gay, means having feelings for another guy, and wanting a relationship. but just wanting to get nasty and naughty with lots of big cocks and tight pussies, is just horny.
 
If there isn't any commitment like a man jacking off into kleenex is not committed to the kleenex, then it doesn't have a lot to do with defining sexuality.
A guy that puts his cock in a hole is the same as a guy that puts it in a kleenex or fake mouth.
There is a point when a man has to come to terms with his sexuality, and that is if he is kneeling in front of a man and taking cock in his mouth, or bending over taking cock in his ass because clearly a straight man would not submit to another man's cock period.
Also if the man sucking your cock turns you on, then its not the same as using a kleeenex, it is more. Thekleenex never turns a man on; it serves its purpose. and once a man comes, it gets tossed.
Looking at a man's cock is not necessarily, gay. In staright porno, guys routinely look at a large cock going into the females orifices, but wanting those in a submissive way is gay, plain and simple.
There is no shame in it.
When there is a porno movie with a lot of dicks, surely straight actors are not comfortable, but because they are there doesn't mean they are gay. Some of the hype is just because straight men can sometimes be awfully paranoid about their sexuality and the question of their manhood. It's crazy.
Plenty men, rather cum in a cum rag than forbid, a guys mouth..it's their loss.
Because anyone will tell tem, a mouth, even a man's feels a hell of lot better around your cock than a rag, or tissue, or anything else a man may use to catch the cum
 
there are plenty guys out there who dream about having an asian guy suck them out. when you are ready you will have a long row of guys all agea and races who want you go for it
 

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