There are times during the day that I'm good and then I descend into that place that feels like an empty void. No one sees it, knows it. When your in the public you have to put on a face, hide all personnel emotion, keep your feelings in check. I struggle to maintain focus during the day but somehow I am able to do it so far. I find myself waking up in the middle of the night, mind racing but going nowhere just in circles. I have to many things that I need to accomplish and special moments in my life to let this get me down.
As I aimlessly ramble I think, where is this leading? Who knows but I guess I will find out at some point.
As I aimlessly ramble I think, where is this leading? Who knows but I guess I will find out at some point.