i am changing every second of every day.
i am not a human being.
i am simply existing.
i don't like sleeping because
i never want to wake up again.
i don't like explaining my behavior.
or anything for that matter.
the smell of the earth is intoxicating to me.
i am an addiction.
i am a contradiction.
i am translucent.
i am a wound on the side of your ribcage.
i am the dirt beneath your shoe.
i am tired.
i am lucid...
i am.
(in an hour i won't like this. in a week i'll despise it. tomorrow i'll loathe it. yesterday was ok.)
SHUT. UP.
i cannot. cope. with noise. any longer.
i wonder what it feels like to live.
within that very statement, i am asking what it feels like to die.
i am not a human being.
i am simply existing.
i don't like sleeping because
i never want to wake up again.
i don't like explaining my behavior.
or anything for that matter.
the smell of the earth is intoxicating to me.
i am an addiction.
i am a contradiction.
i am translucent.
i am a wound on the side of your ribcage.
i am the dirt beneath your shoe.
i am tired.
i am lucid...
i am.
(in an hour i won't like this. in a week i'll despise it. tomorrow i'll loathe it. yesterday was ok.)
SHUT. UP.
i cannot. cope. with noise. any longer.
i wonder what it feels like to live.
within that very statement, i am asking what it feels like to die.