I want to be saved. The time is just right. Everything else in my life is going fairly well right now and I want him to make me complete on the inside. Every waking moment I want to worship his cock. While having dinner with friends, I want to reach under the table and and hold on to it for security. Every waking morning I want to worship it. When it impels me, I feel completely consumed, liberated, complete and submissive to him. For a few seconds, I can't see nor hear... All I can do is feel myself being blissfully but painfully penetrated by him. My entire soul feels complete..