I'm giving up on sex.

Like I wrote in my previous blog post, I'm giving up on relationships. Now, at the time I wasn't sure how that would affect my sex life. I had thought that maybe I would just buy prostitutes, but now I've decided to just give up on sex.

The reason for this is that I just can't get over the size of my dick. It's small and I hate it. I just hate my cock. I hate touching it. I hate looking at it. Hell, I even hate to feel my erections, because they feel small.

So, the biggest reason for my new life of celibacy is that I just feel so much shame about my cock and don't want anyone to see it. Another thing is that I feel that it disrespects a woman to fuck her with a cock like mine. I feel like I would be lowering or diminishing them in some way. I almost feel like it hurts them, not physically but mentally or spiritually. It's very hard to explain, but I've reached the point now where I can't fantasize about myself having sex. It's just too awkward and embarrassing even in my dreams..

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Don't assume that your lovers have felt that way. I'm sure they loved your cock and loved being with you!
 
How small is small? Its all subjective. This torture is in your head buddy. My best advice is to seek therapy to come to terms with your natural endowments and realize your dick is not all you are. And start kegels, and jelqing. If you do those two things you can maximize what mother nature has given you. Unless ofcourse you are into SPH(small penis humiliation) in which case i can't help ya bub.
 
kt71;bt36082 said:
good more fat ugly chicks for me

your poor attempt at humor is ill-timed....

wally, have you ever considered sex therapy? I agree the condition is not just your size but the mental image you have of yourself. And some of these 'well-endowed jackasses' have truly not helped your situation....

My husband is very small (below average) and I love him dearly. I wouldn't trade him for a dozen well-endowed guys... I've told you before, hon, there's so much more to life....and a guys is more than a dick (unless he's a real prick) and girls are more than T&A (unless they are complete 'boobs') ....

good luck in whatever you decide, and I hope one day you look at yourself in the mirror and all those images are things of the past. I hope you see your humor, intelligence, and compassion for others... and realize you have much to offer.

((hugs))
 
"I feel that it disrespects a woman to fuck her with a cock like mine. I feel like I would be lowering or diminishing them in some way. I almost feel like it hurts them, not physically but mentally or spiritually."

~ Wally

Wally, you almost sound like a cutter, someone who just loves to create pain for himself.
You really need to get some counseling.
I don't think you can get out of this hole on your own.
You almost seem to hope to maximize your happiness by maximizing your unhappiness.
Doesn't work, dude.
I don't mean to be harsh, but I think you need to hear this.
 
Yah I thought he genuinely needed help as well. Guess he just likes the humiliation. Not my kink but who am I to judge?
 
by the way i have male pattern baldness. get over having a smaller than average phallic. most women don't care as i have found out most women don't care about my balding head. so get over it and move on.
 
kt71;bt36130 said:
no. i was being serious.

As was I. Your comment was stupid. If you're going to say something stupid at least say something that's also funny.
 
kt71;bt36131 said:
by the way i have male pattern baldness. get over having a smaller than average phallic. most women don't care as i have found out most women don't care about my balding head. so get over it and move on.

Oh boo hoo. You have male pattern baldness. That's so horrible. :rolleyes:

Comparing baldness to having a small dick is like comparing a papercut to a beheading. They are on two totally different levels.
 

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