It never stops

Well, I found out that my charge is indeed logged with Fairfax, VA. But the sentence was suspended with no further action form the court. That's nice. I still maintain that that day should have never happened, but it did and I'll have to live with it.

So, I got tired of the bf trash talking about people and putting them down. He jumps up and gets mad about me not supporting him. Keeping my calm, like I usually do, I ask him what does my asking him to stop being nasty have to do with supporting him? He had no real answer. As usual. He bristled at me and I bristled back. He's not used to me doing that so he jumped back a bit. I have patience, but with this guy, I'm slowly but surely losing it.

I need to get this other job so badly now. Everyday passes and I want out more. Yet, he I am.

Drama. I just can't seem to get away from it.

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You know I read your posts all the time. Your heart is definitely aching and needs some healing. And you deserve to be treated with respect like any other individual and you also deserve someone who loves you deeply until the end of time and not just for the moment or a quick fuck. I don't your situation fully between you and your beau, but I think you should move on. I know it can be difficult and you'll think you won't survive or find someone better, but you will. You don't deserve to be disrespected and treated like trash. Your heart,your soul and your mind don't deserve it. Once you let go the baggage thats holding you down, you'll be strong enough to lift your own weight. Good Luck in the coming year.
 
I know what you mean about fairfax county, my mother still lives there in fairfax station.
I'm so glad i don't live there anymore, as to this guy you're talking about, i feel your pain.
Sometimes the nicer you are to someone the more they treat you like shit, when you're firm with them they bite back.
I think in a way it has something to do with top or bottom, but i could be way off.
God bless you Kimahri my heart and prayers are with you.
chris
 

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