I realized today that its been some time since I have posted. Heres a little update about what been happening. Ive been working 14 days straight and today is the first day I get to relax so I intend to do nothing but watch movies and sports. My work is putting me through a apprenticeship program to become a autobody technician. For once in my life I am looking forward to going back to school and doing somthing with my life since my injury. I still think of my ex from time to time and dragging myself back into my depression but I see what i have now and it brings me back up. I have come to terms that I am fighting with myself. I went to a few sessions and spoke to a shrink about whats going on and they are trying to help me. They want to give me meds to take to help me from falling into another depression but I refused. Should I take it ? Thats what I ask myself. Is my mind broken or am I just fucked?