Ah, the Beatles. I <3 them. :biggrin:
Things are going better on my end of the Tobias situation. I don't feel compelling urges to talk to him (or yell for that matter). I don't think about him all the time anymore. When I DO think about him it hurts, but not as much as it used to. :smile: I'm trying not to ignore my feelings, but I don't want to sit around and be sad all day either so I try to do things to occupy my time.
In other news... I've been having odd experiences with guys lately. My ex boyfriend from 10 years ago decided to tell me that he's still in love with me, and that I should move to Albequerque and spend the rest of my life with him. Then today, I got an *smile* from someone on a personals site that I forgot I was a member of. He and I dated about a year and a half ago. His name is Jeff. We worked at the same place years ago, but I worked days and he worked nights so I only saw him in passing, we never really talked. We had met on this same personals site back in February of last year. We dated for a few weeks, and I was falling for him pretty hard. But he had been recently divorced because his wife had cheated on him, and he wasn't quite ready to be in a relationship again. He broke up with me because he didn't feel it was fair to me to be with me when he wasn't all "there". Well, anyway, I wake up this morning with a *smile* on this personals site asking if he can take me out to dinner. The only problem is, I need to be a paying member to send him an email, and I'm not... so the best I can do is send him a *smile* back. And if he's not a paid member, then we'll just *smile* back and forth and accomplish nothing. LOL. As far as my ex boyfriend goes... I dunno. He's a sweetie and he'll always hold a special place in my heart because he was my first love. I love him in the close friend type of way, but I'm not in love with him and I really have no desire to be in a relationship with him again. He's not my type anymore. But Jeff... that's a different story. :smile: I'm not sure why he's asked me to dinner... if it's as friends or if he thinks he wants to try the relationship thing again. But I'm up for being friends with him at least. He's pretty great. And he's older too! Everyone loves an older man. :wink: He's 40.
Bald head, goatee. Mmmm... anyway. That's all I got for now. Hehe.
Things are going better on my end of the Tobias situation. I don't feel compelling urges to talk to him (or yell for that matter). I don't think about him all the time anymore. When I DO think about him it hurts, but not as much as it used to. :smile: I'm trying not to ignore my feelings, but I don't want to sit around and be sad all day either so I try to do things to occupy my time.
In other news... I've been having odd experiences with guys lately. My ex boyfriend from 10 years ago decided to tell me that he's still in love with me, and that I should move to Albequerque and spend the rest of my life with him. Then today, I got an *smile* from someone on a personals site that I forgot I was a member of. He and I dated about a year and a half ago. His name is Jeff. We worked at the same place years ago, but I worked days and he worked nights so I only saw him in passing, we never really talked. We had met on this same personals site back in February of last year. We dated for a few weeks, and I was falling for him pretty hard. But he had been recently divorced because his wife had cheated on him, and he wasn't quite ready to be in a relationship again. He broke up with me because he didn't feel it was fair to me to be with me when he wasn't all "there". Well, anyway, I wake up this morning with a *smile* on this personals site asking if he can take me out to dinner. The only problem is, I need to be a paying member to send him an email, and I'm not... so the best I can do is send him a *smile* back. And if he's not a paid member, then we'll just *smile* back and forth and accomplish nothing. LOL. As far as my ex boyfriend goes... I dunno. He's a sweetie and he'll always hold a special place in my heart because he was my first love. I love him in the close friend type of way, but I'm not in love with him and I really have no desire to be in a relationship with him again. He's not my type anymore. But Jeff... that's a different story. :smile: I'm not sure why he's asked me to dinner... if it's as friends or if he thinks he wants to try the relationship thing again. But I'm up for being friends with him at least. He's pretty great. And he's older too! Everyone loves an older man. :wink: He's 40.
Bald head, goatee. Mmmm... anyway. That's all I got for now. Hehe.