Janet and I had talked but what she'd said about Alpha Males and Beta Males bothered me...

I wanted to discuss it with her more, especially the 'cuckold aspect' from her 'Women's and Gender Studies'; I wanted to know what she meant when she said most wives don't respect beta male husbands. What did she mean and did she consider me to be a 'beta male?' What had she studied and what did she believe applied to woman and especially to her? I would agree that women have never been more contemptible towards the men they married and I learned this was because of the feminist movement.

Women earn as much or more men in today's market place; has that empowered them? Women want to be married to a man who outclasses them in all areas of their life. Janet had been reluctant to date other men and then she had met Mary and Jerry and Stacy and Laura and Kim and her reservations began evaporating; her reluctance was replaced with a 'hunger', my word. Janet had told me one time that one goal of feminism was to remove all constraints on female sexuality while maximally restricting male sexuality. She said 'open marriages' weren't a bad idea and she discussed SMV ; when I asked her what that meant, she said sexual market value. She thought cuckoldry was a bad term for something perfectly normal: she felt marriage was evolving towards 'designer relationships' and when I asked her how that differed from cuckoldry she replied 'not much' only that women were entitled to selective sexual rights. She went on by saying most men, beta men, were content with a brief sexual experience but women needed more intense sexual experiences than that. I was still lost, but Janet explained in feminist studies a woman married to a beta male should still be able to enjoy encounters with alpha males when opportunities 'occurred', in other words, most men believe women want to marry strong dominant men but she said that's not true, they want to fuck strong dominant men. I asked her about us and she told me I'd helped her in this area and she had no need to seek other opportunities. A little confused I told her I wanted to discuss what she'd said a little further, she told me, not to beat it to death; she said she had experienced sex with two alpha males, Kevin and Carl and she would experience a lot more with Carl in the future. She told me that should make me happy; I wouldn't have a concern about her sexual satisfaction and she'd satisfy me when Carl was not with her.

I had known several couples who split up and two of the guys said their wives thought they were two sexually demanding only to find out later their wives were having sex with several other guys a week. I still don't understand how to make comments let alone write intelligently here, but that said I didn't want to discuss this any further with Janet until I had given it some thought. When we did have some time the following weekend she said her professors thought monogamy was moving towards something more on the style of polyandry or polyandrous relationships especially well after the sexual revolution of the sixties. Then she told me that I would be surprised how promiscuous many women, including wives, there were and that tied directly into the alpha and beta issue. It was almost beyond me but I knew Janet believed what she had been taught in her women's studies courses in college. She said, "Remember in Cozumel when we were on a dive trip and I told you from that time going forward you would swallow your own cum whenever we had sex?" I remembered, I finally agreed to her demand and unthinkingly I do this to today, I don't even think about it. I remembered her smiling at me sometimes as I did this. When you gave in I knew you were a beta male and that I would need an alpha male in our marriage from time to time and that's why when we met Carl I said, "He's perfect, I want to fuck him." He told me, "He didn't want me to question him when he introduced something new into our sexual relationship I'd never experienced before or done with you".

She went on, "I know you'll suck Carl's cock for me, but soon you will suck it for yourself. I know you, you love to satisfy me and you'll love to pleasure him, too". Carl told me before he left I might even yearn for him to satisfy me physically and he would teach me things I never imagined and I would love them. Listening to her made my dick so hard and what about me I thought. She went on, Carl said, "Any woman who tells a man he must wait for sex with her is disingenuous; it's the same girl who fucked the hot guy she met on Spring Break, sex is motivated by lust and desire, not negotiated". He knew I wanted to fuck him the moment I looked into his eyes." She went on, "Sweetheart, you've taught me so much and now Carl is going to teach me a lot more; I love you and I don't want you to be jealous and I want you to be involved in our relationship". She laughed, "Sometimes".

We talked later that afternoon by the pool in the hot sun and Janet told me she loved me but she added I know not all women want more sex than their husband's can provide but you know by now that I do. I don't want to fuck every man, just some men and Carl can give me more than you can. I admitted that I knew that was right. She followed up by saying that is only one reason that I love you so much; I only want to live with you, but I do have strong sexual needs. I laughed and said, "not any stronger than mine; however, my dick will only get hard so many times". She laughed and said, "point well taken", I went on and said, seriously, I have done very well turning you loose under my superior guidance and I know there will be times when a man offers you things I can't and you may prefer that, but neither love nor sex are finite resources and what you may give to Carl or another man may, in fact, add to the totality you have for me. She commented about how much she loved me and I said prove it, come over here and suck Mr. Midnight! She did! Janet can't take all of my penis into her mouth when I am erect and she's learned to take it all while I am soft; anyone knows the head of a man's penis is the most sensitive part, at least mine is.

That evening after we'd finished dinner washed down with a bottle of Bogel Phantom she told me Carl had asked her about anal sex; I replied, if Carl fucks your ass expect me to in the future. I have been fucked by both men and women but not for sometime other than Janet. The last time another woman fucked my ass was before Janet and I were married; I was seeing several high class dominant women I paid. Two hundred dollars for an hour and I had one who had me meet her naked at the front door of a hotel room with that in my mouth. She was attractive and she beat me and did several other things and she always tied me to the bed on my stomach. I had a ball gag in my mouth when she pulled out a dildo and fucked my ass, hell I couldn't say "no". The longer she fucked me the harder Mr. Midnight became and then I began fucking back at her and she asked me what was wrong. After she removed her ball gag I told her if she continued doing what she was doing I was going to come and she told me if I came before she told me I could she was going to whip me some more. I still came all over the bed and she did beat me once more.
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