Today for the second time ever I met up with this guy that I met in HS. Last time we jo together we watched porn. This time he asked me if I needed the porn and said he didn't so I told him we could give it a try without at it and quite frankly I was rock hard already. As soon as he took off his clothes and his fat cock was exposed I felt the need to suck it good but as we kept on doing stuff I lost more and more interest until the point that he came and I didn't. Now I am very confused I thought this was really what I wanted. Watching porn of 'straight' guys jo and sucking each other really turn me on but the real deal is not as appealing anymore. I honestly think that porn has fucked up my mind completely...