Being naked around other guys who just want to enjoy being natural has had a surprising side effect to me. I realized this weekend while hanging out naked that I am losing my aversion to seeing another dude's junk.
Obviously I've never hated seeing dick (even seeing guys with a hard-on). After all I like porn that has guys hard and fucking, in fact I love it. Lesbian porn is good but I love seeing huge guys with huge cocks pound away on a chick with huge tits. I watch a fair amount of gang bang porn which has multiple peckers hanging hard. I am not trying trying to overstate the obvious here. But I am just not one of those straight guys that has ever tried to claim that the sight of a big swinging sausage is going to burn my corneas out. I am a member here after all.
But even with the desire to check out other dudes in the locker room and zero issue with them looking at me, I have always felt an awkwardness beyond glancing at another guy's junk. There's no logic or rational just sort of a thing where I become uncomfortable and feel like I am crossing some line. Even sort of a grossed-out feeling but not like towards the guy or myself, maybe just the action itself? I admit I struggle to explain it, but I know I do it and always have done it.
However lately being totally naked for long periods of time around guys doing all kinds of activities is desensitizing me and the reaction is fading. I realized this past weekend that while my buddy and I were stocking a cooler with beer my face was at his crotch level for a good 10 minutes. And even though he is well endowed it did not register to me that my face was in such intimate proximity to him. In fact, I probably wouldn't have realized what had happened but once the beer was put away he made a joke about what I could do for him as long as i was down there. It was funny and surprising to me that I hadn't been uncomfortable through it. I hadn't even thought about it and I wasn't uncomfortable even after his comment.
So I am learning about myself and how a dude's junk is not something that I have to avert my eyes from or be concerned about coming in contact with in the normal course of doing things natural. It really is just a body part like the others.
Obviously I've never hated seeing dick (even seeing guys with a hard-on). After all I like porn that has guys hard and fucking, in fact I love it. Lesbian porn is good but I love seeing huge guys with huge cocks pound away on a chick with huge tits. I watch a fair amount of gang bang porn which has multiple peckers hanging hard. I am not trying trying to overstate the obvious here. But I am just not one of those straight guys that has ever tried to claim that the sight of a big swinging sausage is going to burn my corneas out. I am a member here after all.
But even with the desire to check out other dudes in the locker room and zero issue with them looking at me, I have always felt an awkwardness beyond glancing at another guy's junk. There's no logic or rational just sort of a thing where I become uncomfortable and feel like I am crossing some line. Even sort of a grossed-out feeling but not like towards the guy or myself, maybe just the action itself? I admit I struggle to explain it, but I know I do it and always have done it.
However lately being totally naked for long periods of time around guys doing all kinds of activities is desensitizing me and the reaction is fading. I realized this past weekend that while my buddy and I were stocking a cooler with beer my face was at his crotch level for a good 10 minutes. And even though he is well endowed it did not register to me that my face was in such intimate proximity to him. In fact, I probably wouldn't have realized what had happened but once the beer was put away he made a joke about what I could do for him as long as i was down there. It was funny and surprising to me that I hadn't been uncomfortable through it. I hadn't even thought about it and I wasn't uncomfortable even after his comment.
So I am learning about myself and how a dude's junk is not something that I have to avert my eyes from or be concerned about coming in contact with in the normal course of doing things natural. It really is just a body part like the others.