This is a tribute to one of my favorite shows: Roseanne. This was the name of the pilot show.
Anyways, down 161 pounds in a few weeks over a year (469-308). I feel great with more energy and more confidence. However, I am coming to the realization I am self-deprecating sense of humor and I need to get over this. Truth be told, no matter how much someone tells me to the contrary, I will never feel attractive or sexy. Guess when I get a job and steady income, I need to go to get counseling on self esteem.
I also realize as much as I say I do not need a relationship, I need a man. I need someone to do something with and take care of. Again, I feel I need to get more secure in my career and take care of myself before I take care of myself. And that is not even tackling the whole coming out issue...
Bah, damnit and such...
Anyways, down 161 pounds in a few weeks over a year (469-308). I feel great with more energy and more confidence. However, I am coming to the realization I am self-deprecating sense of humor and I need to get over this. Truth be told, no matter how much someone tells me to the contrary, I will never feel attractive or sexy. Guess when I get a job and steady income, I need to go to get counseling on self esteem.
I also realize as much as I say I do not need a relationship, I need a man. I need someone to do something with and take care of. Again, I feel I need to get more secure in my career and take care of myself before I take care of myself. And that is not even tackling the whole coming out issue...
Bah, damnit and such...