Life gave me lemons...

And I fucking love lemonade, so here we go.

These past few years have been a nonstop rollercoaster for me personally, and I've just peaked another very, very steep hill and feel like I'm starting to fall fast and hard into totally unknown territory. I find myself in the most complicated and terrifying circumstances imaginable to most people.. and I know it is absolutely *going* to get more difficult, no matter what I do. I'm at a fork in the road, and one path leads to guaranteed heartbreak, the other could lead to that... or the best thing that could ever happen to us. But the fear I have, the things that have already happened have left me so vulnerable and so inexpressibly scared that I don't know what in the actual fuck to do.

My instincts tell me to grab those lemons and juice the shit out of them.. after a few things get looked at and figured out I'll be able to decide whether or not I'm ready to do this. Until then, I have to stay calm, and just fucking BREATHE.

We'll see what kind of shit I might be scribbling down in this lil' ol' blogsky a year from now. Fingers crossed it about some delicious fucking lemonade.

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I hope you was up swimming in the most delicious lemonade you can imagine. Knowing you even if you don’t have lemonade you’ll figure out a way to use lemon peel, somehow make a lemon cake and sell lemon seeds.

Pulling for you in whatever this is. You got it all the way.
 
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I’m wishing the best for you. Aren’t we all in for that kind of ride? What the heck good is safe?
 
I hope that no matter what you choose, will turn out to have been for the best. And a lot of strength to go through whatever makes it hard.
 
The phrase "one path leads to guaranteed heartbreak, the other could lead to that... or the best thing that could ever happen" makes it sound like you've got an obvious choice, so it must not be an easy one. Best of luck!
 

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