Love / hate relationship with LPSG`

Sometimes, I love this place. Other times I hate it. Sometimes, I'm like a kid in a candy store. With guys like IanTheTall around, it's fun to see their pics and imagine. Sometimes I'm sitting in a corner glowering because there are guys like IanTheTall. I don't have anything against these guys. Just sometimes I wish I were bigger than I am.

My therapist thinks it's some form of masochism that I come here. Having the esteem issues that I do, he can't fathom why I'd go somewhere that the norm is 8+ inch cocks. So, the real question is...why do I come here?

I like the people here. I like looking at the pics of the guys on here. Both body and cock shots. There are a lot of beautiful guys here. I like the women here too, but have no sexual interest in any. Except Madame Zora. I'd turn straight for a day for that. :) Anyway, I don't know other than that why I come here. I read the posts, check the pics, post some replies, do some blogging, read some blogs and go on. I like the premise behind this site though. Someone like Chris J could have appreciated this site. I remember him fondly. In retrospect, I feel bad badgering him to measure his cock for me that day. He was embarrassed about his size. He was 11 x 7 and was very grateful that I worked to get him off.

Maybe this is a case of the grass being greener. Some guys that are horse hung may wish they were smaller for whatever reason. Being super hung probably has its own set of problems. I can safely say that i don't have a lot of problems sexually at my size. Although I did have someone tell me I was too big for them. What would that be like to hear that everytime you tried to have sex? Or worse, be wanted for sex just to see the horse cock without care about the man attached to it. I had to apologize for treating Chris J like that. Our friendship fizzled like he said it would. He was mainly a top, but no guy he'd met had been able to take him.

I don't know. I think when I get my esteem back to "normal" levels, I'll not have this issue. And I can come to LPSG just to be a member.

Comments

...And glad to have you here on the site buddy (wink)
Ref. some of your final questions about rejections for having a horse dick or being used just for that...been there...do that.
Is a "bigger" problem than some know or willing to admit.
We are often looked at & used like some big dick freek.
Many of us do hide & embrasssed...the bigger...the more embrassment.
Some of us once get one nite stands and no repeats with the same female because of the reputation & in name being hung like a horse & they don't want to handle our organ any more after fonding, looking at it, and maybe even laughing at it.
They really prefer an average size who satisfies them and not thrust the hell out of them to the point they can't walk the next day.
One size don't fit...to admit....it's a bitch!
But we are here...and glad you are too.
Have a good one and 'hang' in there sorta speak (smile)
 
...And glad to have you here on the site buddy (wink)
Ref. some of your final questions about rejections for having a horse dick or being used just for that...been there...do that.
Is a "bigger" problem than some know or willing to admit.
We are often looked at & used like some big dick freek.
Many of us do hide & embrasssed...the bigger...the more embrassment.
Some of us once get one nite stands and no repeats with the same female because of the reputation & in name being hung like a horse & they don't want to handle our organ any more after fonding, looking at it, and maybe even laughing at it.
They really prefer an average size who satisfies them and not thrust the hell out of them to the point they can't walk the next day.
One size don't fit...to admit....it's a bitch!
But we are here...and glad you are too.
Have a good one and 'hang' in there sorta speak (smile)
 
...And glad to have you here on the site buddy!
Ref. some of your final questions about rejections for having a horse dick or being used just for that...been there...do that.
Is a "bigger" problem than some know or willing to admit.
We are often looked at & used like some big dick freeks.
Many of us do hide & embrasssed...the bigger...the more embrassment.:redface:
Some of us once get one nite stands and no repeats with the same female because of the reputation & in name being hung like a horse & they don't want to handle our organ any more after fonding, looking at it, and maybe even laughing at it.:eek:
Many times you become the the big dick dude joke(s) & comments in social settings & public.
You even hate to do the locker room/shower & change thing with other men that are glancing down at you and sayin 'damn he's ruin' or in my case, they may say...fuck man!..you see or look at that nigga's dick!
One time guy on my job, even made a joke with some other co-workers..said...
Know why Whooper makes such a good porter & clean-up man?...cause while he's emptying the trash he can mop the floor at the same time with his dick...and they all laughed about it.
They always saying some shit like that both infront of me & behind my back.
Always sayin to me 'hows' it hangin Whopp!
They as you say love to hate!

But try not to pay any attention & just laugh it off with them.
Most, really prefer an average size man who satisfies them and not thrust the hell out of them to the point they can't walk the next day.
Big dickers is a terrible thing to waste!

One size don't fit...to admit....it's a bitch!

But we are here...and glad you are too.
Have a good one and 'hang' in there sorta speak (smile):smile:
 
well, that's why they call it a "support group" I suppose. The grass is always greener, as they say. I could never compare to the guys on this site, I am an average six incher, and feel very inadequate after viewing some of these galleries ! I have a gay friend who must be a bottom, simply because his partner cannot accomodate his humongous coke can sized cock. I don't know how you buy underwear, whopper-lee. I guess it is like big breasted women wishing they had less because of the strain on their upper backs, the constant staring, etc. Especially on Christmas, be thankful for what you've got, and that you are in one piece.
 

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