Sometimes, I love this place. Other times I hate it. Sometimes, I'm like a kid in a candy store. With guys like IanTheTall around, it's fun to see their pics and imagine. Sometimes I'm sitting in a corner glowering because there are guys like IanTheTall. I don't have anything against these guys. Just sometimes I wish I were bigger than I am.
My therapist thinks it's some form of masochism that I come here. Having the esteem issues that I do, he can't fathom why I'd go somewhere that the norm is 8+ inch cocks. So, the real question is...why do I come here?
I like the people here. I like looking at the pics of the guys on here. Both body and cock shots. There are a lot of beautiful guys here. I like the women here too, but have no sexual interest in any. Except Madame Zora. I'd turn straight for a day for that.
Anyway, I don't know other than that why I come here. I read the posts, check the pics, post some replies, do some blogging, read some blogs and go on. I like the premise behind this site though. Someone like Chris J could have appreciated this site. I remember him fondly. In retrospect, I feel bad badgering him to measure his cock for me that day. He was embarrassed about his size. He was 11 x 7 and was very grateful that I worked to get him off.
Maybe this is a case of the grass being greener. Some guys that are horse hung may wish they were smaller for whatever reason. Being super hung probably has its own set of problems. I can safely say that i don't have a lot of problems sexually at my size. Although I did have someone tell me I was too big for them. What would that be like to hear that everytime you tried to have sex? Or worse, be wanted for sex just to see the horse cock without care about the man attached to it. I had to apologize for treating Chris J like that. Our friendship fizzled like he said it would. He was mainly a top, but no guy he'd met had been able to take him.
I don't know. I think when I get my esteem back to "normal" levels, I'll not have this issue. And I can come to LPSG just to be a member.
My therapist thinks it's some form of masochism that I come here. Having the esteem issues that I do, he can't fathom why I'd go somewhere that the norm is 8+ inch cocks. So, the real question is...why do I come here?
I like the people here. I like looking at the pics of the guys on here. Both body and cock shots. There are a lot of beautiful guys here. I like the women here too, but have no sexual interest in any. Except Madame Zora. I'd turn straight for a day for that.
Maybe this is a case of the grass being greener. Some guys that are horse hung may wish they were smaller for whatever reason. Being super hung probably has its own set of problems. I can safely say that i don't have a lot of problems sexually at my size. Although I did have someone tell me I was too big for them. What would that be like to hear that everytime you tried to have sex? Or worse, be wanted for sex just to see the horse cock without care about the man attached to it. I had to apologize for treating Chris J like that. Our friendship fizzled like he said it would. He was mainly a top, but no guy he'd met had been able to take him.
I don't know. I think when I get my esteem back to "normal" levels, I'll not have this issue. And I can come to LPSG just to be a member.