Love or Money

Okay....first things first...I am never doing divinations (tarot) for a girlfriend again, LOL.

My now ex-girlfriend and I asked the question "What will be the outcome of my (her) love life" - and it showed we were a doomed pair. It didn't explain why. So tonight, we did another reading, and it made a lot more sense.

I have two cousins who are heavily connected to the film industry.

I also have a great deal of hatred for jobs (See Chris Rock's skit on jobs v. careers)

I want to live comfortably, have an exciting career, and if possible, become at least somewhat famous.

That can't happen if I was in Dallas. That's too far away from where my cousins are (NYC or LA) to really have them set me up with where I need to be.

It's a shame, too, because I really liked her. However, I owe it to her because I like her to be honest with her. Right now, I am not ready to choose love over a lifetime of having a career rather than jobs.

Still, I can't help but think, something is going wrong. All of my previous relationships have been really short, but this tops it (2 1/2 months, 2 weeks, 1 night stand (i guess this doesn't really count), 1 1/2 months, and now 1 week)

I guess I didn't really think things through on this dating website when I said I'd be willing to relocate....because she couldn't leave Dallas.

Oh, well. I'm really glad that we're still friends. (All of my ex's are friends now, except for the one that was a mistake. I hate her and she hates me) I'm even more excited that should things work themselves out on my part...she would be open in the future to getting back together. Still, for now, it would be nice to meet someone in the NYC area. Nothing ever happened with M. so I guess she's not interested....

Still, I think I know who to pursue next. Her name is C. We talked for an hour together at a bar, just us, amidst crowds of other co-workers. She was a communications major. She plays video and computer games and is a little awkward. She is also really tall. I want to invite her over to Barcade in NYC. However, I'm not going to pursue her until after I quit my teaching gig. If she says no, it would be way too uncomfortable.

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