While arousing my cock this morning
I am curious whether I've passed into another phase of my habitual masturbation development
.
Perhaps, I'm revisiting past encounters of reaffirming my libido's maintenance or its existence?
I'm enjoying the sensations of becoming erect
and subsiding to flaccidity
so I can build it up again
to prettiness
repeatedly over and over, again
Previously, I may have considered this to be a form of edging, because I'm not achieving an orgasmic release. Today, I'm reevaluating my masturbatory conceptual understanding. How does my narcissism relate to my desire to exhibit my erotic capability and ability to climax? I'm past the age of desiring romantic connections. Why should I still desire attention?
I am curious whether I've passed into another phase of my habitual masturbation development
Perhaps, I'm revisiting past encounters of reaffirming my libido's maintenance or its existence?