Maybe getting some? Part (whatever three is in spanish)

So okay, I feel I kinda have to write about this as it would be unrealistic to only write about the good stuff. This all happened last weekend.

I slept over at her place, and the morning after after cuddling and dryhumping, I figured we might as well go over to the real deal.
I asked if she'd mind, I after all carry a condom in my wallet too be prepared. She said it was okay. And then it went downhill.

The first thing, I was fucking terrified.

Yes. I was terrified, because it was my first time and I've usually been playing the cool guy around people yet, being open about being a virgin, kind of laughing it off everytime the topic was brought up.

The number two; The condom was one of a brand I've never tried before, despite being a virgin, I figured trying on a condom wouldn't hurt as I wouldn't look like the dumbass I did that morning. Because I didn't manage to get the condom as far down as I usually do. It stopped freaking half-way! That really brought the mood down.

Number three. I couldn't stay hard even if the world depended on it.

Number four:
I did not get it in.
She even tried being on top to get it in more easily, but that didn't help.
Now I know that I should not expect it being open like putting a soda-can into a subway tunnel, but still even just entering is a lot harder than I thought.

Number five:
Kind of my problem, yet it mostly affects her.
She is just starting on the pill. Now there is a holiday coming up and we will be apart from eachother during that holiday. I hadn't planned anything, but I knew that as soon as she came back from that holiday, she would be ready for non-protected sex and no babies. So I figured "I can wait two weeks" (she started halway to her menstruation)
What happens? She is apparently around 1 in 1000 that has bad reactions to the pill, she gets a rash on her neck/throat when taking it. That then means she has to start on a new pill, but on a new cycle, so that means it will another whole month.

Onto the contrary:
I'm in my first week of regular training and slight diet change, and I'm already seeing results on my weight. And I'm getting closer to my drivers license, just need to read more on the theoretical in part instead of being here looking at statistics I'm pretty sure I could live a fine life without knowing.

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