In its place is a different type of intensity to a throbbing just this side of ejaculation. Its like almost involuntary kegels overlayed over ejaculation - though the only fluid is the clear leakage of pre when I'm really aroused. At times I need porn. Other times just honing in on that erotic high will keep it going. Being in that zone is incredible and not a bad consolation prize at all! Hoping for more and more and enjoying the journey this evening!