More time away.

Hello, dear friends - I've missed you all. I hope you're well. This is just a quick update blog, really. As you may or may not know, I'm having some problems at the moment - mostly financial. I've been hunting for work for months now, but still haven't had any luck. I'm giving up. At this point, it's just a waste of time and slightly depressing. If I've seemed a little strange, it's because of what's happening. Although no-one has said anything, I suspect some of you have thought something. With that in mind, I'd just like to clarify a few things.

A week or so ago, I suddenly realised that some of my conversations (mostly private ones) could have been viewed in the wrong way. I've read some of my sent PM's and almost face-palmed. This will seem a bit random, but on a few occasions - I've discussed my dreams with people. As crazy as dreams can be, I didn't explain them very well and honestly; the way I explained them made me seem creepy/deranged. :tongue: That's not something I'm worried about, but let me assure you that I'm not a stalker and haven't had a break-down or anything like that. I'm fine. :smile: *crazy-person twitch*

In the same way, when I've discussed my sex-life - it reads like a bad erotic novel. I'm not a liar, trying to exaggerate/understate things - I'm just bad at explaining things at the moment. So bad, in fact - that I haven't spoken to many of you in a long, long time (nearing a year, in some cases). Please understand that I'm not avoiding you or being deliberately rude. The truth is that I'm very busy and most recently (for the aforementioned reasons), have been conscious of what I say. Particularly after such a long time, sending a badly-worded and misinterpreted PM wouldn't be a good idea. Perhaps I'm too impatient to write properly. Whatever the reason, I'm sorry. I feel bad that I'm not up-to-date with your lives, at all - yet you continue to take an interest in mine. It doesn't excuse my general negligence, but 2012 has been a bad year for me. Sadly, it only gets worse.

I've been given two-months notice. I'm moving again. A few days after hearing the news, sickness hit again. I'm confident that this time, it was stress-related. I'm feeling much better now, but the thought of moving again isn't a pleasant one. Hopefully, I can find somewhere soon. I'm really tired of all this. I work hard to keep my head above water, but things like this keep happening. It's all out of my control. I hate writing about these things, as they won't make anyone happy - but I don't have any good news to share.

At some point, my internet will be cut and there will probably be another two-week wait before it's reconnected at the new house. I need to be out of here by mid-November, so it will be cut between now and then (probably not in the next week or so). If I can, I'll get online using a dongle or something. Worst-case scenario, you won't hear from me until 2013. But, I hope to be settled by then, assuming the world hasn't ended. :tongue: That would be particularly annoying after moving all my furniture again. ManofThunder, signing out.

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I do hope things start to look up for you. Be well and try to look after yourself. *hug*
 
MoT,
Totally understand dude. Have similar year here. Employers using the economic climate to shaft good people & replace em with 18 yo Yes folk. No matter how bad things seem don't let any feable assed bellend make you think you're worthless. You have more grit in you than you think. Keep smiling man.
Best wishes,
Scot
 
PMs!!!! I haven't replied to you yet have I?!? I'm so sorry!!! It's not coz you wrote about dreams :tongue:, just coz I'm a lazy ass :tongue:.

I'll try to get it done ASAP so you at least get it before you have to move. I'm so sorry you have to move again :frown1:. Maybe you should move to Australia :tongue:.

*hugs*
 

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