So there is alot going on in my head........ There is this super sweet guy that I have talked to. Things I know would be amazing with us.......... I am going out of my mind with want and need. But I worry. I can see myself getting hurt. Not like it would be the first time. But wow. I have not felt as alive as I do when I talk to him, for a long long time...... Ahhhhhh hell with it, what's one more break in a heart that has been shattered? Another peice to add to the pile that lays at my feet. I want, need..... Just one touch, one caress....... One nice hard..... Yea you get the rest.............