My First Gay Experience May Be Tonight!

Well it's more than that- my first sexual experience may be tonight! Lame at 26 I know, but that's what happens with some people when they grow up with a religious background and they're told not to do anything unrelated to God or else they go to hell. An exaggeration, but I digress...

I figured I'd chronicle my experience here so I can look back at how nervous I was about the whole experience. About how I met him, a bi, pretty cute, and eager 19 yr old who I met on Grindr (.....) and was willing to give me my first blowjob.

How do I prepare? Do we do the whole small talk or do I just shove his head in my lap? Lol. Should I shave even closer down there than it already is or does he like it hairy? Would he even like me in person? How long would I last? Will I stay hard or will my dick shrivel from nerves? I don't even know if I'll like it. All I know is I need to take a shower, grab my balls, and get this experience out the way so I can start my sex life before it ends. Maybe it'll give me the confidence to do more in life.

Yeah I know, to most of you, it's just sex, but for me, right now, it's the beginning of something. I'm excited to find out what that something is.

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im excited for you man. i hope it all goes well!! its easier to break the ice and do something like hey nice tent you have going on... or just kiss him on the lips and say there i broke the ice and smile. it will relieve alot of stress when both of you smile and get a connection going. also, be very confident... even if you are scared shitless show some confidence and it radiates trust me!! use condoms if you guys have sex!! and enjoy the experience!! please update me after your done i want details!! go get em tiger
 
Thanks for the advice BigWang! As for how it went.... It didn't go at all lol. I was supposed to meet him after some new job orientation at 10-11 pm. I went to the location unsure of when he was even going to leave and I had the app up the entire time I approached the place. When I got there, I refreshed the app to see that one moment he was there, and the next moment he was almost a mile away... He hasn't opened the app since apparently so maybe he knows he bluffed me haha. Oh well, guess it's more waiting then.

As much as I want this first time out the way, in the back of my mind, I'm hoping it's with a guy I'll befriend first instead of it just being a hookup. It's always a struggle trying to feel dudes out and seeing if they're interested in messing around, and I'm probably oblivious to any subtle signs they might throw at me lol. But I know that it'll be something special- and hotter- once the ice is broken and we discover we've gotten that close and wanted the same thing all along. Ah well, I've waited this long so I can wait a little more, as long as I don't become a 40 year virgin, no matter how funny Steve Carell was in that movie.
 

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