Well it's more than that- my first sexual experience may be tonight! Lame at 26 I know, but that's what happens with some people when they grow up with a religious background and they're told not to do anything unrelated to God or else they go to hell. An exaggeration, but I digress...
I figured I'd chronicle my experience here so I can look back at how nervous I was about the whole experience. About how I met him, a bi, pretty cute, and eager 19 yr old who I met on Grindr (.....) and was willing to give me my first blowjob.
How do I prepare? Do we do the whole small talk or do I just shove his head in my lap? Lol. Should I shave even closer down there than it already is or does he like it hairy? Would he even like me in person? How long would I last? Will I stay hard or will my dick shrivel from nerves? I don't even know if I'll like it. All I know is I need to take a shower, grab my balls, and get this experience out the way so I can start my sex life before it ends. Maybe it'll give me the confidence to do more in life.
Yeah I know, to most of you, it's just sex, but for me, right now, it's the beginning of something. I'm excited to find out what that something is.
I figured I'd chronicle my experience here so I can look back at how nervous I was about the whole experience. About how I met him, a bi, pretty cute, and eager 19 yr old who I met on Grindr (.....) and was willing to give me my first blowjob.
How do I prepare? Do we do the whole small talk or do I just shove his head in my lap? Lol. Should I shave even closer down there than it already is or does he like it hairy? Would he even like me in person? How long would I last? Will I stay hard or will my dick shrivel from nerves? I don't even know if I'll like it. All I know is I need to take a shower, grab my balls, and get this experience out the way so I can start my sex life before it ends. Maybe it'll give me the confidence to do more in life.
Yeah I know, to most of you, it's just sex, but for me, right now, it's the beginning of something. I'm excited to find out what that something is.