MY MASTURBATION EXHIBITIONISM? - part 1

Isolation imposed by the corona virus pandemic has me mourning the potential loss of prime, voyeurism's season this upcoming summer. I will still practice my various forms of exhibitionism regardless, but fear loss of enjoyment without my audience.

:rolleyes:Those thoughts have guided me to explore the origins of my blog started over four years ago. I still masturbate daily while limiting my ejaculate frequency:). My edging sessions have evolved into lengthy time periods. I've incorporated my edging sessions into my exhibitionism. My erotic behavior has become intertwined within my psyche. This leads me to question whether I'm attempting to justify my insanity: unamused:.

Today, I began wondering about my initial modesty evolving into desires of admiration. Initially, the rewards of receiving female attention kept my libido active, but with maturity I discovered more attention coming from men. I've struggled with the "sexual identity" issues, and realize my identification really doesn't matter:confused:.

I learned about modesty as a youngster without the attachment of shame to nudity. Somewhere I was exposed to the "embarrassment" of developing an erection while naked. Over many years an erection while in the presence of other guys evolved into proposed sexual identity, and fortunately most of us have become more knowledgeable. I'm fascinated by my admiration desires evolving into erection development while publicly exposed. My mature modesty keeps me from developing erections in public, but privately observing another guy become erect stimulates reciprocal behavior:).

Normal masturbation discoveries were a joy to discover. Everyone masturbated sooner or later, but it wasn't discussed among my acquaintances. It was a private activity which could lead to embarrassment upon discovery. Erect cocks equate with eroticism and erotic behavior, which leads to masturbation speculation and perversion insinuations. Fortunately during the past twenty years, I've encountered men desiring to share masturbation activity.

I'm still incapable of publicly masturbating. Constant opportunities still arise, but have disappeared during the pandemic:(. I want to experience the exultations of public ejaculation admiration, but am unable to comprehend actualization. I graciously request readers of my blog to comment:cool:.

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I have a weakness for paranoia - so the thought of dozens of unseen cameras everywhere watching me keeps me pretty much on the straight and narrow out in public (at least around buildings)
 
"opportunities" for @shephusky >>> I'm referring more to becoming aware of missed opportunities to share my masturbation with similar-minded individuals. As my exhibitionism has evolved over the years, I've encountered people desiring to discuss my cock. During the past year these guys have been at nudist recreation areas, clothing optional campgrounds, and the steam room/shower areas of my gym. I'm sure the experiences will be shared as I blog further:blush:
 
Paranoia understood:cold_sweat: @Shofixti: my "public" exhibitionism extends to my backyard where I assume privacy exists. I can't tolerate "sneaky" voyeurs. You've reminded me of lessons "learned" as my exhibitionism has evolved over the years. Many people cannot tolerate any form of sexual indicator. They have their own issues that hopefully, I don't offend. I've never intentionally meant to offend anyone, so nowadays, my nudity is exposed "legally":rolleyes:
 
First off, no judgement here. I do not think you are insane, strange or perverted. You sound like a very sexual male who stays pretty darn horny.....and who enjoys masturbating. And you would like to share your masturbation with other men...either out in the open publicly....or when with other men in somewhat less public forums......getting naked around other men...seeing them get hard excites you. I am exactly the same way. I love being at the gym...in the open showers, saunas, whirlpools and steam rooms with other horny, naked men.....where we often allow ourselves to get hard in front of each other and enjoy stroking our cocks together......let yourself go my friend.....just let it happen.....relax......and enjoy.......just my thoughts.....
 
Great to find common ground @Mister2101:cool: It took me many years to become comfortable with sharing masturbation desires:blush:. I'm becoming impatient waiting for more opportunities. I fear extended "social distancing" orders may necessitate waiting another year:(.
 
Just discovered some great motivation from the Competitive Masturbation League:grinning:
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Courageous development required, along with sanity.
 
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I'm presently very very horny....and haven't cum in about 10 days.......the thought of being among a group of naked men and getting hard just sounds so good to me right now........and then masturbating together....in front of each other.....seeing and listening to ourselves as our passion and pleasure grows.....yes...I need it bad.......

Keep smiling my friend! Larry
 
Great expression of my desperation @Mister2101, though I manage to ejaculate every day. You just caused my cock to react as I desire that comradery. I envy your experience. The most I've experienced in a group has been with three other guys. Those were very limited time frames without any orgasmic expression. Come to think about it, I've observed four guys ejaculate. The only time I ever ejaculated in public occurred close to twenty years ago at a gay health club.
 

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