Isolation imposed by the corona virus pandemic has me mourning the potential loss of prime, voyeurism's season this upcoming summer. I will still practice my various forms of exhibitionism regardless, but fear loss of enjoyment without my audience.
Those thoughts have guided me to explore the origins of my blog started over four years ago. I still masturbate daily while limiting my ejaculate frequency
. My edging sessions have evolved into lengthy time periods. I've incorporated my edging sessions into my exhibitionism. My erotic behavior has become intertwined within my psyche. This leads me to question whether I'm attempting to justify my insanity
.
Today, I began wondering about my initial modesty evolving into desires of admiration. Initially, the rewards of receiving female attention kept my libido active, but with maturity I discovered more attention coming from men. I've struggled with the "sexual identity" issues, and realize my identification really doesn't matter
.
I learned about modesty as a youngster without the attachment of shame to nudity. Somewhere I was exposed to the "embarrassment" of developing an erection while naked. Over many years an erection while in the presence of other guys evolved into proposed sexual identity, and fortunately most of us have become more knowledgeable. I'm fascinated by my admiration desires evolving into erection development while publicly exposed. My mature modesty keeps me from developing erections in public, but privately observing another guy become erect stimulates reciprocal behavior
.
Normal masturbation discoveries were a joy to discover. Everyone masturbated sooner or later, but it wasn't discussed among my acquaintances. It was a private activity which could lead to embarrassment upon discovery. Erect cocks equate with eroticism and erotic behavior, which leads to masturbation speculation and perversion insinuations. Fortunately during the past twenty years, I've encountered men desiring to share masturbation activity.
I'm still incapable of publicly masturbating. Constant opportunities still arise, but have disappeared during the pandemic
. I want to experience the exultations of public ejaculation admiration, but am unable to comprehend actualization. I graciously request readers of my blog to comment
.
Today, I began wondering about my initial modesty evolving into desires of admiration. Initially, the rewards of receiving female attention kept my libido active, but with maturity I discovered more attention coming from men. I've struggled with the "sexual identity" issues, and realize my identification really doesn't matter
I learned about modesty as a youngster without the attachment of shame to nudity. Somewhere I was exposed to the "embarrassment" of developing an erection while naked. Over many years an erection while in the presence of other guys evolved into proposed sexual identity, and fortunately most of us have become more knowledgeable. I'm fascinated by my admiration desires evolving into erection development while publicly exposed. My mature modesty keeps me from developing erections in public, but privately observing another guy become erect stimulates reciprocal behavior
Normal masturbation discoveries were a joy to discover. Everyone masturbated sooner or later, but it wasn't discussed among my acquaintances. It was a private activity which could lead to embarrassment upon discovery. Erect cocks equate with eroticism and erotic behavior, which leads to masturbation speculation and perversion insinuations. Fortunately during the past twenty years, I've encountered men desiring to share masturbation activity.
I'm still incapable of publicly masturbating. Constant opportunities still arise, but have disappeared during the pandemic