MY MASTURBATION EXHIBITIONISM? - part 2

Making lemonade out of my dilemma. Pandemic imposed isolationism is exposing my depression over losing opportunities for my voyeurism and exhibitionism. Also, it has led to greater self reflection. Precautionary distancing while in public areas makes me paranoid as I observe others "social distancing". I've become more aware of people observing me, and their potential fears. Psychoanalysis probably should be left to the professionals, but I recall the "lessons of journalism", and realize my blogging will help me get through this agony.

I'm beginning to realize the physical limitations of my age. I remain dumbfounded by my 70 year old mind thinking as if I'm a horny teenager. :rolleyes:Suffice it to indicate those thoughts enter into my observances of my neighbors as I attempt to be responsible. As I observe their paranoia, I realize many more may be observing me than I am unaware of(?). I'm cautiously mindful that any activity is being observed. It makes me uncomfortable, and I begin to realize the discomfort I'm imposing upon them. I've begun to internalize those thoughts with my exhibitionism justifications.

Realistically, my past practices need to respond to an evolving new reality:confused:: unamused::worried:. All those emoji's probably express twenty more pages of composition. I may never again realize my innocent, intentional desires. View media item 1444742View media item 1048614View media item 1048616View media item 1048615
Considering that loss, my self reflection into understanding my masturbation habit evolving into further exhibitionism desires ... ... View media item 1050620View media item 1050617[photo=medium]View media item 1235734View media item 1235734View media item 1235734View media item 1235734View media item 1235734 ... ... requires further reflection as my computer begins to go berserk:worried:.

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Good looking dick!!! Nice and thick.......and I love the smooth look.......I myself shave every day.......be careful out there....so many cameras now posted all over.....and everyone has a damn phone with a camera.......
 
Great reminder about all the cameras @Mister2101. @Shofixti alluded to the issue in "part 1" of this blog topic. While sunbathing nude in my yard a number of years ago, I began to become more cautious. Surreptitious voyeurs always were part of my exhibitionistic behavior that kept me active, but I began to fear evidence being accumulated. The paranoia probably coincided with my masturbation desires while enjoying nature. Now there are secret cameras proliferating throughout our environment that I fear more than my childhood "God that sees everything I do".
 
Cameras and proliferation make me say thank goodness for being a very certain age, I discovered my sexual appetite before the advent of the invasive things, even so the law used them for surveillance in public toilets at the end of the last century. Once aware of this devise in my favorite cottage my exploits changed.
Since then there is a greater proliferation and its even more important to be aware.
As for items suddenly appear from a "secret collection" garnered without permission, another reason to take care. At least the pictures of me that circulated my work place were *innocent" when they could have been compromising, even so the workforce new about my dick!
 
Interesting memory recall triggered by @chrisrobin:rolleyes: My naivete?
I used to frequent a clothing optional beach until it was shut down by authorities claiming illegal activity. Naturists expected "no cameras" unless given permission from the subject in the photography. I couldn't really understand the hypocrisy of nudists ashamed of being photographed. Finally, someone explained about candid's being posted to the internet. Still the rule seemed hypocritical, because naturists celebrate avoidance of erotic behavior while enjoying nude expressionism. Whenever someone attempted to be sneaky, the offender would be chastised, film confiscated, digital record destroyed, and/or camera seized potentially.

During the final years at the beach, theories persisted that the "authorities" were hiding in the restricted access woods surrounding our beach. They were "capturing" evidence for future citations and justification for evicting us from our publicly-owned natural resource. I view the "authorities hiding in the woods" as perverted behavior.
 

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