MY MASTURBATION EXHIBITIONISM? - part 3

Preparing for A New Abnormal
My previous concerns addressed losing exhibitionism and voyeurism opportunities. Today I'm concerned about adjusting my behavior towards new limitations. As we are released from this pandemic isolationism, paranoia will persist, and subject me to insecure feelings of expression.

I might be over reacting. I might be expressing frustration. It took me many years to develop confidence for displaying a teenager's fantasy: Group admiration of my cock's endurance under intense stimulation! as I ejaculate in orgasmic relief. Recalling those experiences leading to physical collapse, uncontrollable muscular shaking spasms, and recovery to congratulatory amazement kept me returning to my favorite masturbation activity. I know that fantasy will never be realized due to my age and current capabilities. I'm frustrated that it took me so long to discover an audience exists that enjoys sharing their masturbation enjoyment, and would like to watch me masturbate. I'm sad that audience will dissipate as we develop our social distance necessities.

Positive adjustments
I've rediscovered methods of stimulating pleasurable sensations. I can accept my narcissism.
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Again, following more understanding of the fun @Mister2101 experiences, I wonder How long until some normality returns? Partial opening of facilities will still require "social distance" precautions. How can that occur in the shower, whirlpool, sauna and steam room?:weary_face::sob:
 
I had some inspirational thoughts this morning about dealing with the impending new abnormal times. I read an article about "minimalistic art". Connecting those thoughts with my desires to please voyeuristic facilitators of my masturbation exhibitionistic desires, has stimulated a fantasy creation to help me endure our isolation:rolleyes:. The personal solo experiential elements of masturbation is the erotic fodder of voyeurso_O.View media item 1444742View media item 1166716View media item 1048614 :sun:- notations for "- part 4":)
 
Not quite ready for "part 4" creation, yet:confused:. Creating a fantasy scenario
I can exercise some experimentation on the process this afternoon. It's warm enough to perform some neglected yard work while commando in shorts.
 
Sunny day in the 70's:) The wife desires to "vegetate" today, so I can attempt nude sunbathing in the yard today. Risky:worried:. Lots of neighbors bound to be wandering around,
:rolleyes:New abnormal/normal: additional precautions:confused: How do I adjust?
 

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