Preparing for A New Abnormal
My previous concerns addressed losing exhibitionism and voyeurism opportunities. Today I'm concerned about adjusting my behavior towards new limitations. As we are released from this pandemic isolationism, paranoia will persist, and subject me to insecure feelings of expression.
I might be over reacting. I might be expressing frustration. It took me many years to develop confidence for displaying a teenager's fantasy: Group admiration of my cock's endurance under intense stimulation! as I ejaculate in orgasmic relief. Recalling those experiences leading to physical collapse, uncontrollable muscular shaking spasms, and recovery to congratulatory amazement kept me returning to my favorite masturbation activity. I know that fantasy will never be realized due to my age and current capabilities. I'm frustrated that it took me so long to discover an audience exists that enjoys sharing their masturbation enjoyment, and would like to watch me masturbate. I'm sad that audience will dissipate as we develop our social distance necessities.
Positive adjustments
I've rediscovered methods of stimulating pleasurable sensations. I can accept my narcissism.
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My previous concerns addressed losing exhibitionism and voyeurism opportunities. Today I'm concerned about adjusting my behavior towards new limitations. As we are released from this pandemic isolationism, paranoia will persist, and subject me to insecure feelings of expression.
I might be over reacting. I might be expressing frustration. It took me many years to develop confidence for displaying a teenager's fantasy: Group admiration of my cock's endurance under intense stimulation! as I ejaculate in orgasmic relief. Recalling those experiences leading to physical collapse, uncontrollable muscular shaking spasms, and recovery to congratulatory amazement kept me returning to my favorite masturbation activity. I know that fantasy will never be realized due to my age and current capabilities. I'm frustrated that it took me so long to discover an audience exists that enjoys sharing their masturbation enjoyment, and would like to watch me masturbate. I'm sad that audience will dissipate as we develop our social distance necessities.
Positive adjustments
I've rediscovered methods of stimulating pleasurable sensations. I can accept my narcissism.
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