I discovered some old magazines that I had saved from many years ago. Those magazines represent a time in my life when I became obsessed with cock appearance variability and size comparison beauty. Comparing those images with the multitudes I've viewed on the internet makes me curious about my perspectives.
Nude models photographed by professionals probably are represented more accurately. I enjoyed the photosets in the magazines, because you could observe the models' cocks becoming more tumescent. Today, I began observing the photographer's perspective of the erect cocks as illusionary. I visualize a gigantic, pretty erection comparing it to the model's flaccid condition and appreciate the physical transformation in awe. Naturally, my narcissism leads me to begin masturbating and justification for exhibitionism.
It becomes bothersome to me to realize that my penis size illusions effect my presentation efforts.
Nude models photographed by professionals probably are represented more accurately. I enjoyed the photosets in the magazines, because you could observe the models' cocks becoming more tumescent. Today, I began observing the photographer's perspective of the erect cocks as illusionary. I visualize a gigantic, pretty erection comparing it to the model's flaccid condition and appreciate the physical transformation in awe. Naturally, my narcissism leads me to begin masturbating and justification for exhibitionism.
It becomes bothersome to me to realize that my penis size illusions effect my presentation efforts.