I get to move this weekend. Oh joy. :smile: I hate moving, but it needs to be done. On top of moving, I have homework to do. I'm not sure when I'll have time to do homework, exactly, but I guess I'll have to make it happen. I still plan on going out tomorrow night, as I do every Saturday night. I hope Chris is there. :smile:
For those of you that are going to read this and don't know who Chris is, I'll give you a brief history...
Chris waits tables at the bar I go to every Saturday night. I've had a crush on him for a while now. I'm incredibly shy and don't have the guts do to or say anything to him about it, though. One of my friends spilled the beans to him about it, but he still hasn't really made any moves on me. I've been told by a few people that he's incredibly shy and wouldn't make a move, and that if anything was to come of it, it was up to me to make it happen. So, I go there every Saturday night and drool over him... we talk and flirt, but I still can't tell if he likes me, and I'm too afraid of rejection to do anything about it.
He's a lot of the reason I even make sure I go every Saturday... I mean, with the move, and homework, and everything else, I would normally skip a weekend just to make sure I was well rested, etc... but I don't want to miss a night of Chris. :smile: He's amazing.
In other news... nothing else is going on! Ha. I got an A on my most recent algebra test, and B on my Psychology test... it feels so good to be doing well in school. I totally fucked up high school. I just didn't care enough to make any effort... I was terrified to enroll in college for that exact reason... I was worried that I wouldn't do well.
I found out today that a guy that I had a crush on in my English class is gay. *sigh* That made me sad. Two months of crushing on him - for nothing! But, on the plus side, I'm not as nervous about talking to him now! :tongue: Yeah, leave it to me to find the positive in any situation....
For those of you that are going to read this and don't know who Chris is, I'll give you a brief history...
Chris waits tables at the bar I go to every Saturday night. I've had a crush on him for a while now. I'm incredibly shy and don't have the guts do to or say anything to him about it, though. One of my friends spilled the beans to him about it, but he still hasn't really made any moves on me. I've been told by a few people that he's incredibly shy and wouldn't make a move, and that if anything was to come of it, it was up to me to make it happen. So, I go there every Saturday night and drool over him... we talk and flirt, but I still can't tell if he likes me, and I'm too afraid of rejection to do anything about it.
He's a lot of the reason I even make sure I go every Saturday... I mean, with the move, and homework, and everything else, I would normally skip a weekend just to make sure I was well rested, etc... but I don't want to miss a night of Chris. :smile: He's amazing.
In other news... nothing else is going on! Ha. I got an A on my most recent algebra test, and B on my Psychology test... it feels so good to be doing well in school. I totally fucked up high school. I just didn't care enough to make any effort... I was terrified to enroll in college for that exact reason... I was worried that I wouldn't do well.
I found out today that a guy that I had a crush on in my English class is gay. *sigh* That made me sad. Two months of crushing on him - for nothing! But, on the plus side, I'm not as nervous about talking to him now! :tongue: Yeah, leave it to me to find the positive in any situation....