My stressful weekend... and other tidbits.

I get to move this weekend. Oh joy. :smile: I hate moving, but it needs to be done. On top of moving, I have homework to do. I'm not sure when I'll have time to do homework, exactly, but I guess I'll have to make it happen. I still plan on going out tomorrow night, as I do every Saturday night. I hope Chris is there. :smile:

For those of you that are going to read this and don't know who Chris is, I'll give you a brief history...

Chris waits tables at the bar I go to every Saturday night. I've had a crush on him for a while now. I'm incredibly shy and don't have the guts do to or say anything to him about it, though. One of my friends spilled the beans to him about it, but he still hasn't really made any moves on me. I've been told by a few people that he's incredibly shy and wouldn't make a move, and that if anything was to come of it, it was up to me to make it happen. So, I go there every Saturday night and drool over him... we talk and flirt, but I still can't tell if he likes me, and I'm too afraid of rejection to do anything about it.

He's a lot of the reason I even make sure I go every Saturday... I mean, with the move, and homework, and everything else, I would normally skip a weekend just to make sure I was well rested, etc... but I don't want to miss a night of Chris. :smile: He's amazing.

In other news... nothing else is going on! Ha. I got an A on my most recent algebra test, and B on my Psychology test... it feels so good to be doing well in school. I totally fucked up high school. I just didn't care enough to make any effort... I was terrified to enroll in college for that exact reason... I was worried that I wouldn't do well.

I found out today that a guy that I had a crush on in my English class is gay. *sigh* That made me sad. Two months of crushing on him - for nothing! But, on the plus side, I'm not as nervous about talking to him now! :tongue: Yeah, leave it to me to find the positive in any situation....
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Where are you moving to and why? I thought you just moved to where you are at the begining of the summer.

I had no doubt you would be an exemplary student. It's different when you go back to school with a purpose and not just because it's what is expected of you.

So whats the deal with you and Chris? Seems like you two have been dancing around the liking each other thing for a while now.
 
I'm moving back in with my dad... my roommates and I were still getting along, but they kept asking me to give them money when the original agreement was that I would be living there free of charge. I gave them a little over $600 in the three months I was there. I can't afford to do that. Also, we had agreed that I would only be there for a few months... they wanted that 2nd bedroom for their daughter. Living with my dad is a good deal, though. I have my OWN bedroom! I missed that. My son and I had to share a room at our previous place. Now, my son and my dad are sharing a room because my dads room is bigger... there would be NO way I could fit my bed and my sons bed in this bedroom... not to mention all of our stuff. So my son has his bed in my dads room.

As far as me and Chris goes... I have no idea what's going on between us. I'm really just convinced that he's not interested in me in that way. We talk and flirt and whatnot, but I think he may only view me as a friend. If he were interested, he would've asked me out by now, I think. But I dunno. We'll see. I'm just trying not to think about it too much. :smile:
 
Good, I never understood why you didn't move in with him when the offer was made before. I'm sure this will be better for you and your son as well.
 

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