This is a phenomena I've experienced in the past, but never quite on the same level that I'm experiencing it with my boyfriend.
Have you ever found someone deeply beautiful? Male, female, whatever... Just been attracted to and in awe of every single part of their anatomy?
This may sound stupid as fuck, and I feel stupid typing it, but sometimes just looking at every intricate detail of my boyfriends face overwhelms me and brings me to tears. I think he's absolute perfection. Last night, as we were laying in bed, he was dozing off and I just laid there watching him sleep, tracing my fingers lightly across the lines of his face. He has this handsome, strong chin with a very slight cleft in it... one dimple on his right cheek, slightly hidden behind his beard. I'm completely enamored by his lips... so soft, perfectly shaped, and feeling them pressed against my lips makes my entire body weak. His kisses drown out everything around me, I can think of nothing but how perfectly he kisses me. Even the little vertical indentation between his nose and upper lip is pleasing to me, giving him this "M" shape to his upper lip. His skin is baby soft and free from blemishes. His has a stately, well-proportioned nose with a slight bump in the bridge. He has the most striking brown eyes I've ever seen on a person, I could look into them for days. So expressive. His eyebrows are slightly unruly, but only enough to give indication as to his own slight unruliness. His forehead is even perfection, wrinkle-free, blemish-free, soft, kissable, and leading up to a head of the thickest mop of curly, incorrigible dark brown hair I've ever seen. He literally does nothing to his hair other than wash it (no brushing or blow drying) and it never tangles, it's silky smooth.
So there I was last night in bed, his head resting on my shoulder, my fingertips caressing his jaw line from under his ear down to his chin, tracing his lips, lightly running down the top of his nose, grazing across his cheekbone, softly brushing across his eyebrow, then massaging his scalp as I sweetly kissed his forehead and ran my fingers through his charming mess of curls, then starting all over again. I must have done that for a half hour last night before I finally fell asleep, mesmerized by his beauty, overwhelmed by the fact that he's mine, tears slowly falling down my cheeks.
I'm so in love with him.
Have you ever found someone deeply beautiful? Male, female, whatever... Just been attracted to and in awe of every single part of their anatomy?
This may sound stupid as fuck, and I feel stupid typing it, but sometimes just looking at every intricate detail of my boyfriends face overwhelms me and brings me to tears. I think he's absolute perfection. Last night, as we were laying in bed, he was dozing off and I just laid there watching him sleep, tracing my fingers lightly across the lines of his face. He has this handsome, strong chin with a very slight cleft in it... one dimple on his right cheek, slightly hidden behind his beard. I'm completely enamored by his lips... so soft, perfectly shaped, and feeling them pressed against my lips makes my entire body weak. His kisses drown out everything around me, I can think of nothing but how perfectly he kisses me. Even the little vertical indentation between his nose and upper lip is pleasing to me, giving him this "M" shape to his upper lip. His skin is baby soft and free from blemishes. His has a stately, well-proportioned nose with a slight bump in the bridge. He has the most striking brown eyes I've ever seen on a person, I could look into them for days. So expressive. His eyebrows are slightly unruly, but only enough to give indication as to his own slight unruliness. His forehead is even perfection, wrinkle-free, blemish-free, soft, kissable, and leading up to a head of the thickest mop of curly, incorrigible dark brown hair I've ever seen. He literally does nothing to his hair other than wash it (no brushing or blow drying) and it never tangles, it's silky smooth.
So there I was last night in bed, his head resting on my shoulder, my fingertips caressing his jaw line from under his ear down to his chin, tracing his lips, lightly running down the top of his nose, grazing across his cheekbone, softly brushing across his eyebrow, then massaging his scalp as I sweetly kissed his forehead and ran my fingers through his charming mess of curls, then starting all over again. I must have done that for a half hour last night before I finally fell asleep, mesmerized by his beauty, overwhelmed by the fact that he's mine, tears slowly falling down my cheeks.
I'm so in love with him.