NUDE CAMPING EDGE - part 4

I didn't really think I would last this long. My last orgasmic ejaculate release occurred around 1 a.m. this past Sunday morning.
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There was a chance that I needed to shoot a load off last night. I awoke at 3 a.m. with a throbbing semi rigid cock. I needed to take a piss. Relieved and adequately drained (or so I thought), I returned to bed with plans to sleep another three and a half hours. Typically, I began stroking my cock to induce my return to slumberland. I continued to stroke as I planned for my camping excursion this coming Friday. My boner became less rigid and began to ache, so I decided to take another piss, Noticing the time as I returned to bed, it was 5:15.

Lot's of my planning for this camping trip evolves around my previous camping experiences while alone. To the casual observer, I am a nude sunbather engrossed in reading. I am actually attempting to keep my cock on display for anyone's best viewing vantage. I am watching for any reaction from anyone. Ultimately, I want them to come closer and praise my nakedness. Which leads me to a bothersome statement I made in part 3 of this blog: "She's unaware of all my extra curricular activity when she's not along. She knows that I masturbate daily, and doesn't mind that I choose to be nude constantly."

I'm uncomfortable with any level of dishonesty. My wife knows this campground caters to the gay community. Over the years, she's observed and overheard lots of sexual
innuendo amongst the campers. She will comment on the boners with cock ring enhancements, and we acknowledge "the lifestyle has become more acceptable to our society". I've told her about my encounters with "naturist couples" that we met while visiting the nearby clothing optional beach, but have "minimized" the level of my encounters with our gay acquaintances.

My wife doesn't know that I suck on cocks and like to admire the eroticism of erection development. She might understand my cock obsession better than I can imagine. I can't know for sure due to my incomplete truthfulness. I will report to her about my encounters with "creepers", but not the complete details that I might be instigating the creeping. Creepers are sneaky voyeurs.

Those thoughts have led me to consider myself a creepy exhibitionist. It's always uncomfortable for me to meet someone new that wants to compliment my appearance. Over the years I've devised "stories" about my naked proclivities. I adjust those stories continuously as I encounter new people, but fear not remembering the stories I told to repeat playmates. Our lives change over time, so some incongruence in our "stories" is understandable. I need to honestly address my dishonesty. That will become an element of my nude camping edge challenge.
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It sounds like when I go to the nude beach. I lie there with my company (usually girls) and just chill and drink some sort of drink (alcoholic). I wait for couples to come by to chat when I get an erection. I do this discreetly looking at one of my companions while I pop a boner. Then I just casually look back at our visitors and sip my drink. The usual reaction;”: they want to take our pics and then as I get up I apologize for my hard-on. Sometimes the male companion will come back and chat with me waiting for me to pop another boner which I do. Then the inevitable selfie with his arm around my waist.
Loners come by (usually gay) shaven trying to show off. They sit and chat even letting one of my gals slide a shaft up their pee hole or show off their piercings. I pop another hard on so outlet visitors can watch it grow. More selfie’s with me and our visitor or he slides in between us for pics. I want to cum like you do but it’s not allowed so I give myself blue balls and unless I go home with one of them I blow a huge load into my sink. I understand your camping trips where you can jerk off and show off your dick. Not sure why you aren’t honest but that’s something you need to work out. Thanks for your blogs love em’
 
A little more "back story" for @FredSlone and the curious: My wife and I just recently celebrated our 44th wedding anniversary. I only became more comfortable playing around with guys during the past 20 years. My exhibitionism has been evolving for over 50 years. In the beginning my exhibitionism was purely for the women (i wouldn't want guys to observe me "enticing" their women). Exhibitionism on nude beaches was another "opening" for me. The guys were exposed, also. Our clothing optional beach was "policed" by Naturists who chastised any overt eroticism (they feared the real police finding "justification" for shutting them out - which finally happened following over 80 years of traditional skinny-dipping in that preserved natural area). My cock plumping in that setting had to be done surreptitiously. The clothing optional campground was an extension of that naturist beach "socially".

The campground ownership changed hands about ten years ago. It was originally "family friendly", i.e. naturist nudism (some restricted nudity). The new owner was "gay friendly", and felt uncomfortable having children present in the campground with nudity, so he restricted any nudity to special weekends. Ultimately, he installed a security gate to the campground for adults only, so anyone could be nude at anytime:cool:.

I feel guilty about not sharing my "play time" stories with my wife. I let her assume that I've remained "naturist disciplined", since our naturist friends still frequent the campground (and I relate greetings to her from them, along with stories). While at the campground "playing", I'm cautious that the naturists don't discover my activity. That opens me up to ridicule for lacking honesty, because many of the guys are naturists that socialized with us at the beach. Secrets tend to never exist when you are less than totally honest.

I have to become completely honest with myself for this Nude Camping endurance challenge to be fun. I want to be able to talk about it, since I may never camp again.
 

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