PENIS ENVY - part 1

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I want my cock to be as beautiful as others that I admire. In those efforts I am always making comparisons. It also means that I became a "secretive" voyeur in order to make those comparisons. I became an exhibitionist to assist in closer observance of the various unique beauties that we possess.

I envy many aspects of other cocks, and it affects the manner that I treat my penis. I want mine to be bigger, so I explore various penis enlargement techniques. I am enthralled with huge glans which are more obvious on circumcised cocks, so I imagine that I need a circumcision. I learn many circumcised guys envy those with intact foreskins, and I search to compare my foreskin with others. I rediscover foreskin beauty, and search for techniques to maintain its smooth, sensitivity.
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I want my erections to be as firm and rigid as other guys. I want mine to stand at an elevated angle with a huge engorged knob, so I observe masturbation videos to learn whether I might develop better stroking techniques. That leads to more voyeurism, and I develop an exhibitionistic desire to masturbate publicly for closer technique comparisons.
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My penis envy has led me towards an obvious narcissism. This has led me to question my "sexual orientation", so after attempting to understand "identification" issues I make a personal declaration. I declare that I am 50/50 to soon discover that others want to assume that I am bisexual. I am not bisexual, so I considering declaring that I am 100% heterosexual with penis envy that leads me towards homosexual behaviors. I would encourage my blog readers to comment with their thoughts on this subject. I anticipate composing many other " - part #'s to this blog topic. Pleas assist in contributing your "thoughts".
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Comments

Your cock is beautiful just as it is; and I'm certain from reading your other blogs that it gives you much pleasure. I'm one of those circumcised men that envy men with uncut cocks. I try to imagine how good it must feel to be able to masturbate with your own foreskin; and what it would be like to slip my head inside another man's foreskin.
As far as your 50/50 designation, perhaps playing around with another man sexually is what you're interested in with no emotional attachment. We're all horny men and there's nothing wrong with having some fun with other men.
I myself am gay and have had an emotional and physical attraction to men since I was very young. I am curious about the sex act with a woman but have no emotional attraction to them...just the sex act itself.
Guess you could sum it up as wondering if the grass is greener on the other side...or just an interest in some sexual experiementation.
 
@Pjisabottom reminded me of fantasies I've had from a very young age. They range from being admired by a group of young women while in a shower to having women observe me bringing their friend to orgasm. I had a girlfriend that use to keep my cock erect while a female neighbor observed. Early in my marriage, my wife even teased my cock to erection in plain view of a couple of her sisters. Lately, I fantasize about having another woman observe her mate jerking me off while she masturbates. :rolleyes:And the fantasies keep developing as I prepare for my nightly orgasmic release prior to falling asleep:zzz::zzz::zzz::zzz:
 
@Sherwood D. Likelym very hot. Mmmmm. I have been rubbed and made hard by an boyfriend who was showing his friends my huge bulge in my jeans. Mmmm. I Tim wanted to show his cock off to others n even watch him getting serviced n pounded
 

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