Post-Prostate Play 9/20

Today when I got home from class I just had to touch myself. I can't take my penis out of the cage and rubbing it through the cage won't really do much except make my cock harder, causing the ring around my balls to tighten, making them throb. I enjoy this pressure, however, trying this is futile. I can not cum in such a small cage and even if i wanted to, I do not want those consequences from my boyfriend. The only pleasure I am allowed is that from my hole. I inserted my prostate massager adjusted the modes and lay there pressing on my taint and touching my nipples. I stayed like this for quite some time and it was pleasurable (I filmed some videos of this so check out my media if you want a peak). I didn't have a prostate orgasm, but after I felt more calm, tame, and less worked up. I really want to know what a prostate orgasm feels like. Is there a climax/drop-off like there is with your cock? Or am I having an orgasm just by it feeling excited? Guess it's just trial and error. After laying on my bed I started to sit on the ground and move my hips back and forth like I would riding (my boyfriend says that when I ride him it doesn't feel as good as if I'm laying flat on my stomach. Sex is about pleasing him and him only so I do not ask him to ride, even though I love that feeling, and has gotten me closest to orgasming in my ass). Felt really good and chose to end the session and continue it later at night. After I took out the prostate massager my hole felt a little sore. A couple of hours after my hole still felt a little sore. This worries me because I am seeing my boyfriend tomorrow and he will be horny and want to fuck me. The slight "pain" from using my massager might make me moan in agony tomorrow with the intensity of his fucking. I have not seen him since last weekend and he always fucks hardest after some time apart. You see, to my boyfriend, I am a sex toy, and I accept and appreciate this. My body is for his pleasure only. Just a vessel for him to satisfy himself. A standard pocket pussy or Fleshlight doesn't moan when you stick your cock in...so why should I? Moaning to him is a distraction. He needs to have uninterrupted fucking and I do not want to interfere. If I moan it gets on his nerves and he will just fuck me harder. If my soreness causes me to moan tomorrow then I know I will face punishment...a process that I have come to enjoy. Sitting on my face, hitting my balls and spanking my ass, twisting my nipples, and tieing me down. There have been times when I have misbehaved on purpose to receive this punishment, but he started to tell I liked it. This made him raise the intensity and showed me that I needed to stay in line. I will be good tomorrow. I want to make him proud.

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