Damn, can't remember feeling this way. Being pulled in so many directions. Work, money, family, inner personel feelings... I have always been able to handle and balance life, just having a tough time. The more I think about it the worse it gets. I actually think I had an anxiety attack, don't know. Short of breath, heart racing, mind racing..
I guess sometimes you look at the world and think, what the fuck is going on? What's the future? What are people thinking?
I don't like not being in control of my life. I guess I need to take my own advice and suck it up, brush myself off and deal with it.
Whoever reads this mindless rambling I apoligize..
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I guess sometimes you look at the world and think, what the fuck is going on? What's the future? What are people thinking?
I don't like not being in control of my life. I guess I need to take my own advice and suck it up, brush myself off and deal with it.
Whoever reads this mindless rambling I apoligize..