SEARCHING FOR MY CIVIL SANITY

While preparing for a visit with nudist friends tomorrow, I've become aware that I am fearful. I'm having difficulties sorting through my numerous thoughts of insanity. I'm not sure. I'm utilizing this blog entry to make sense of my exhibitionistic narcissism.
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Most of my fears come from the past year of uncivil discourse amongst "Americans".

I've prided myself in being aware of fundamental naturist rules of etiquette. That is, No overt sexual activity. This fundamental philosophy is essential in order to experience the exhilaration of nudity with my fellow naturists. I have to also respect the privacy of others. That complicates my voyeurism and intended overt responsive display. It's tough to understand this neurotic exhibitionistic mind.

I've become more aware of my self image during the past year of isolation. I've questioned my personality justifications as I critically analyze my fellow Americans. Self reflection becomes a scary proposition as I honestly assess my motivations for any "activity". How can I presume to understand others while misunderstanding myself?

I sincerely hope to abstain from addressing political debate tomorrow. Inevitably, the topic of COVID-19 will arise. We will be celebrating our return to recreational nudity freedom. Hopefully, we all learned lessons of tolerance. Liberty to expose my nakedness requires me to understand that some do not want to see me naked. That is, I should not attempt to impose my insanity upon you.

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Happy to state the topic of COVID came up only a few times today. A couple of sad stories, but we only had a brief (less than 2 minutes) discussion about the "anti-vaxers".
 
In retrospect, as I reevaluate my "fears" ...
I've become more aware of my self image during the past year of isolation.

I wonder whether I can assess "self-image":confused:

I get too focused on my cock's appearance, as I admire the quixotic beauty of everyone's unique penis performance.
 

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