Self Gratification

i am 47 and it doesn't seem I have lost any of the sex drive I had in my teens. I have sex several times a week with my wife, sometimes more than one time per session. I also have sex with my fuck buddy, but since Covid began it has not been with the frequency we used to get together. In addition I masturbate every day. In spite of receiving above average attention my penis still has some hold over me that pulls me in to hold and play with it.

For example, this morning I woke myself up feeling a beautiful sensation radiating from my cock and balls. While I was still coming out of a blissful sleep I thought my wife was being playful. I didn't want to miss an opportunity so I came to. When I opened my eyes I saw my wife still sleeping soundly beside me and found my own hands busy pleasuring myself.

Very often when I am driving I suddenly realize I am fondling my junk. I try to be more conscious of my actions when I am with people but still there are times when I become aware my hand has migrated to my dick. I feel grateful to have a high sex drive and don't want to change it, but I do want to make sure I am not doing anything inappropriate in front of others.

I have talked to a couple buddies who look at masturbation almost like a necessary evil to take care of a dire need. When I tell them how often I do it and how much pleasure I get from it, I can't quite tell if they think I am a sex addict or jealous of the connection I have with my own body.

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I disagree with the concept that "masturbation is a necessary evil to take care of a dire need". Anyone that is exacerbated enough that they feel a need for a rapid release, probably isn't masturbating enough. We all masturbate differently with various frequencies. I prefer to believe frequent masturbators have developed an essential skill for survival:laughing:. Seriously, there is healthy masturbation, and self-deprecation.

I believe buddies of @Hanging6x6 are expressing envy of his sexuality. I can be self-obsessed with my cock's performance without being addicted to masturbation. Many would view my narcissism as unhealthy, but I feel blessed to enjoy masturbation as I approach my 71st birthday:innocent:. I only ejaculate once per day, but on occasion I will be edging all day long. Quite often I utilize my edging capabilities for prolonged periods of exhibitionism. It took many years of self-acceptance of "masturbation normality" to feel proud of my capabilities:blush:.

My wife has accused me of unconsciously fondling my cock while sunbathing at nudist beaches. It's her way to remind me that naturists frown upon public display of eroticism. She understands my exhibitionistic narcissism better than I do. Currently, I worry that my libido is declining if I fail to maintain my masturbation frequency.
 

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