Sex Diary - 2023 Update

I am finally, finally through the worst of the trauma

I had to be medicated last year because of rampant panic attacks - I slept for pretty much six months doing little else. Got a little fatter, but am now back in the gym attacking it, seeking growth, gains and happiness

I didn't have much sex last year - the second half I only met one I guy knew and he fucked me very tenderly (leaving a huge amount of cum in my ass too, haha) but I was so inhibited by the drugs that I basically had no libido

This year, wow, already off to an amazing start


Older Canadian Traveler (60s, his hotel, Grindr)

I'd chatted to this guy but it was only his last night in Auckland and he had a flight to catch early the next morning. Lo-and-behold. After an hour on the runway his flight was cancelled and he and his husband used their travel insurance to get a nice room in the centre of town. Because we had struck up a good rapport, I took the chance and drove all the way into the city. Shit the prices on parking are madness now!

He met me outside the hotel and kissed me in the elevator as we went up. I met his husband and they gave me a glass of wine. The guy decided to get naked and tried to suck my cock - but it wasn't really responding well as I get sensory overload quite easily (more so when I drive, and it was odd having another person in the room). His cock got hard very fast and then his husband basically suggested we move to the bedroom and he closed the door behind us

I was nervous about penetration after so long. He wore a condom and entered me while I was on my back, it was okay - sometimes painful. Eventually we flipped me around an onto my belly and fucking hell heavens above - this was when the magic happened. There was something about the way he fucked (he has a very average length penis, very straight), but somehow it skidded or juddered across my prostate every time. I would later question him and he said he uses his dick like a lever - but I told him he needs to run a workshop on his method

Anway, I'm on my belly taking this man's cock and I can't help but talk and moan the whole time, telling him how wonderful it was. This is absolutely, 100% my best experience being fucked in my life. Every thrust I couldn't wait for the next one. I even told him that I wished I'd lost my virginity to him because of how perfect he was as a top. I said a lot of silly and whimsical things, laughing and moaning as he created real pleasure inside my ass

I didn't cum but I was so satisfied. I took a shower and his husband came through to pee. While the man was showering I even mentioned my experience of rape and they were so kind and receptive to this. His cock had really been part of healing me, and restoring my faith that sex could be a good thing

He took me down the elevator and kissed me in the lobby as I left. I walked back to the parking garage and just had to sit there for like fifteen minutes as my anus was singing and pulsing and the pleasure in my prostate was just filling me with peace. We text a bit back and forth then and have stayed in touch since he left New Zealand
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