February 2020
I find apps and websites a bit of a mind-fuck really. Between Grindr, Scruff, Tinder and Squirt (and rarely Hornet, Feeld, Dudesnude) you never know where to look, for how long, or anything. Too many times I close the app and have no idea who I just spoke to. It taxes the short term memory.
Today I was talking to a really hot guy - but he wanted me to host in the middle of the day and I wasn't ready and my digestion wasn't ready, so I had to postpone it. There's another dude I spoke to on two sites and he is keen, but is super vague other than "this week", and another dude from Squirt that I now have on Whatsapp... and he's "sometime soon". So how would I even approach this? I just lay on my bed and wait for something random to happen, lol. I just wish these apps made it easier to track your contacts, but none of them are very good contact management apps, they're hook up apps and they allow people to advertise their lives and disappear.
4th Feb: Weathered construction worker (45, Grindr, hotel)
This guy had sent me a dick pic while I was down with a cold in January. His profile is blank and he's called "hung", with a single line of text on the black background 'Horny hung bi guy up for funnnn??'. He suggests 9pm tonight and that he is a top, but likes 69, cum fun and amyl and threesomes. Lol, okay. I get three dick pics all up and have to ask for a face pick.
'7-8" not measured but thick' - I don't even know if I can take this, hardly ever meet hung guys in real life.
Oh God this was lame. I came up to his room and he was friendly enough, didn't say hardly anything. Kind of British accent. He sniffed some amyl and got naked and lay on the bed. I lay beside him and we touched each other's dicks. He was a big guy, big belly but soft skin. His nipples poked out so that you could grasp almost half an inch of it. I sucked him. His penis was very handsome, thick skin, meaty - without his fat pad he really could be over eight.
He never got all the way hard. We kissed just briefly while I rubbed our cocks together. He sucked me for like FIVE SECONDS, and then touched, with saliva rubbing the head. And he jerked my shaft while I sucked him some more. He seemed surprised I could deep throat it... but, it is a lot easier when it's only 70% hard. He asked me to ejaculate on his cock. I got my lube. I wank left handed so I held his dick with my right hand before oozing my jizz down his shaft. Then I masturbated him and he climaxed.
This is not what I want from hook ups - and I'm going to have to be more vigilant that the guy's exception is not that I will masturbate myself. What's the point of that? Boring. I washed my hands and dick in the bathroom sink. Got dressed, gave him a quick hug and kiss and said, "It was nice to meet you." Blah. I won't be doing that again unless I actually get oral or more.
I find apps and websites a bit of a mind-fuck really. Between Grindr, Scruff, Tinder and Squirt (and rarely Hornet, Feeld, Dudesnude) you never know where to look, for how long, or anything. Too many times I close the app and have no idea who I just spoke to. It taxes the short term memory.
Today I was talking to a really hot guy - but he wanted me to host in the middle of the day and I wasn't ready and my digestion wasn't ready, so I had to postpone it. There's another dude I spoke to on two sites and he is keen, but is super vague other than "this week", and another dude from Squirt that I now have on Whatsapp... and he's "sometime soon". So how would I even approach this? I just lay on my bed and wait for something random to happen, lol. I just wish these apps made it easier to track your contacts, but none of them are very good contact management apps, they're hook up apps and they allow people to advertise their lives and disappear.
This guy had sent me a dick pic while I was down with a cold in January. His profile is blank and he's called "hung", with a single line of text on the black background 'Horny hung bi guy up for funnnn??'. He suggests 9pm tonight and that he is a top, but likes 69, cum fun and amyl and threesomes. Lol, okay. I get three dick pics all up and have to ask for a face pick.
'7-8" not measured but thick' - I don't even know if I can take this, hardly ever meet hung guys in real life.
Oh God this was lame. I came up to his room and he was friendly enough, didn't say hardly anything. Kind of British accent. He sniffed some amyl and got naked and lay on the bed. I lay beside him and we touched each other's dicks. He was a big guy, big belly but soft skin. His nipples poked out so that you could grasp almost half an inch of it. I sucked him. His penis was very handsome, thick skin, meaty - without his fat pad he really could be over eight.
He never got all the way hard. We kissed just briefly while I rubbed our cocks together. He sucked me for like FIVE SECONDS, and then touched, with saliva rubbing the head. And he jerked my shaft while I sucked him some more. He seemed surprised I could deep throat it... but, it is a lot easier when it's only 70% hard. He asked me to ejaculate on his cock. I got my lube. I wank left handed so I held his dick with my right hand before oozing my jizz down his shaft. Then I masturbated him and he climaxed.
This is not what I want from hook ups - and I'm going to have to be more vigilant that the guy's exception is not that I will masturbate myself. What's the point of that? Boring. I washed my hands and dick in the bathroom sink. Got dressed, gave him a quick hug and kiss and said, "It was nice to meet you." Blah. I won't be doing that again unless I actually get oral or more.