Sex Diary - 4th February 2020

February 2020

I find apps and websites a bit of a mind-fuck really. Between Grindr, Scruff, Tinder and Squirt (and rarely Hornet, Feeld, Dudesnude) you never know where to look, for how long, or anything. Too many times I close the app and have no idea who I just spoke to. It taxes the short term memory.

Today I was talking to a really hot guy - but he wanted me to host in the middle of the day and I wasn't ready and my digestion wasn't ready, so I had to postpone it. There's another dude I spoke to on two sites and he is keen, but is super vague other than "this week", and another dude from Squirt that I now have on Whatsapp... and he's "sometime soon". So how would I even approach this? I just lay on my bed and wait for something random to happen, lol. I just wish these apps made it easier to track your contacts, but none of them are very good contact management apps, they're hook up apps and they allow people to advertise their lives and disappear.

:emoji_high_brightness: 4th Feb: Weathered construction worker (45, Grindr, hotel)

This guy had sent me a dick pic while I was down with a cold in January. His profile is blank and he's called "hung", with a single line of text on the black background 'Horny hung bi guy up for funnnn??'. He suggests 9pm tonight and that he is a top, but likes 69, cum fun and amyl and threesomes. Lol, okay. I get three dick pics all up and have to ask for a face pick.

'7-8" not measured but thick' - I don't even know if I can take this, hardly ever meet hung guys in real life.
Oh God this was lame. I came up to his room and he was friendly enough, didn't say hardly anything. Kind of British accent. He sniffed some amyl and got naked and lay on the bed. I lay beside him and we touched each other's dicks. He was a big guy, big belly but soft skin. His nipples poked out so that you could grasp almost half an inch of it. I sucked him. His penis was very handsome, thick skin, meaty - without his fat pad he really could be over eight.

He never got all the way hard. We kissed just briefly while I rubbed our cocks together. He sucked me for like FIVE SECONDS, and then touched, with saliva rubbing the head. And he jerked my shaft while I sucked him some more. He seemed surprised I could deep throat it... but, it is a lot easier when it's only 70% hard. He asked me to ejaculate on his cock. I got my lube. I wank left handed so I held his dick with my right hand before oozing my jizz down his shaft. Then I masturbated him and he climaxed.

This is not what I want from hook ups - and I'm going to have to be more vigilant that the guy's exception is not that I will masturbate myself. What's the point of that? Boring. I washed my hands and dick in the bathroom sink. Got dressed, gave him a quick hug and kiss and said, "It was nice to meet you." Blah. I won't be doing that again unless I actually get oral or more.

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"7 to 8 not measured but thick". Lol. Maybe that as hard for him being a bit on the chubby side, blood flow going elsewhere, and "not measured'. haha. You might of walked into that one mate.
 
His dick was the best part about him, it's interesting how that can be a redeeming quality to an extent. It felt noticeably weightier than mine, but I'm more of a grower. Maybe if he laid of the amyl and ciggies he'd have more reliable wood, but at forty five it's all just an expression of your lifestyle.
 
Sussing out guys on apps is an art form. We all have our share of bad hook ups where the guys just want to do fuck all, or aren't interested in their half of the chemistry. Personally I've found my worst hookups to be from the guys I just started talking to the day of.
 
I like how genuine and real all this is. Not the kind of porno wet dream we imagine or hope for or people tout here or elsewhere.

Notes-to-self:
*Keep your expectations to minimal or less than zero...i.e. expect to regret the encounter. And if you don't then consider yourself happily surprised.
*Assume all pics are from the 20th Century. Divide all internet inches in half or less (except waistline inches).
*Talk before meeting to hear if the voice matches your image and if the dude is someone you'd like to get to know even if the sex doesn't work out.
 
Yeah. I try to keep expectations low - and bi/straight guys can kind of not really know how to talk about what they want/fantasise or will actually do. But, why oversell sex that you don't want? :sob:
 

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