Sexless Diary - 16th May 2020

So New Zealand has downgraded its Alert Level from four to three, and now to two, which allows for most businesses to be open and gatherings of up to ten people. Our prime minister has even answered questions about casual sex with, "as long as it's fewer than ten".
  • I'm on day six of the Keto Diet and it's killing my libido so far.... but I am seeing very fast fat loss in my midsection (but also my ass :dizzy: )
:emoji_heavy_multiplication_x: Super slim white dude (26, Grindr, no-show)

So here's how my first sex act post-lockdown didn't go. "Boo" he text me out of the blue. We'd attempted to have sex a couple of times before. Once I performed oral and he couldn't climax, another time I tried to stick it in, but his hole was too tight. This is going back three years. He's a bit of an ugly-duckling story, being an extremely awkward looking teen who became a sexy slim young adult with perfect skin and utterly fat free (not that I mind a body at all, but this aesthetic is also something I like).

He wanted to get fucked later, said he could drive, it was 5:30 and he was just making dinner. We text back and forth. At 7:30 I told him I had eaten, showered and was looking forward to his arrival.

Ghosted.

I lay in bed from 9pm trying to stay awake. I don't want to be that old man that flakes because he can't stay up past ten on a Friday night. But still no reply even by morning.

I've changed his entry in my contacts list to include the suffix GhostedMe, so I don't forget this breech of sexual etiquette. It was possible that I could have had sex with someone else.
:emoji_8ball: Brit top (26, Grindr)

Another twenty-six year old had text me, but he's a top and I didn't quite feel like it (keto diet slight gut changes). Could be meeting him some day soon.​

:emoji_8ball: Hot teen (19, Grindr/SnapChat, my bedroom)

SnapChat is a curious beast. I hate the way conversation and images vanish, it gets really hard to remember what has gone on. But this nineteen year old did send one face pic a few weeks ago, so I changed his SnapChat name to reflect that I thought he was hot. He's messaged me a few times about meeting - and oddly has requested 10am on Sunday morning... so I guess I'll see how that goes. Could work, could be another no-show.​

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The 19 year old messaged me around 6:30 to meet Saturday night, I told him I'd have to confirm as I was tired and about to eat. But after a brisk walk, I'd perked up. By 8:20pm I told him tonight and tomorrow were still a go.

The message showed up as delivered.

But he never read them for a few days. His only message was "Plans change" but he still wants to bottom. Well, there's very few plans that change in such a way that you can't send a text message to me... so I don't know what to think about that.

I tried to get my regular fuckbuddy to come over. But he wasn't feeling great after his lunch.

With the Keto diet I find my libido is low, so I haven't put more effort into this. But it's starting to annoy me.
 
It sucks. And I agree, I don't get people who can't manage to send a simple message and prefer to simply disappear...
 

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